你的一句话

你的一句话
让我对你的看法有很大的改变


这不是一般什么很惊人的话
但,也不是每个人都可以做到的


"我以后还要看着我的老婆生孩子"

*相信很多人听到这句话

  都会笑笑吧

  (当然,我也是)

不过
不知道为什么
听到这句话
顿时
替他未来的老婆感到幸福和欣慰
因为
的确

不是每个男生都做到的

不是每个男生都接受到的

试想想
生孩子
相信每个女生听到这3个字
出现在脑海里的第一句话就是
"好痛.!!"
众所周知吧
那真的很不简单
可是
如果有自己心爱的伴侣
陪着你一起渡过那一刻的"温馨"
是再幸福不过
更何况
至少帮助到你的潜意识不会让你这么的痛吧

也是这句话
感觉到你的体贴
(*虽然, 你的确是..)


棒.!
为你的这一句话感到
<荣幸有你这个朋友>

*好像夸张了点  xD

其实
不是你没有女生缘
是她们不懂得欣赏
你的内在
远远胜过了很多很不切实际的事情
你懂得善用
但也不滥用你的真诚和体贴
而不是那些所谓的假猩猩
和你相处的这段日子
从你身上学到不少的东西

*是性格上, 而不是"性"能上

我等着和你那顿结婚宴啦~ xD
*好像说得有点早 xD






*加油,蓝颜

i can do it !!

*woots.! I'm so sleepy RIGHT NOW

x)

i was only slept 2 more hours yesterday
slept at 11pm and awakened at 1am something.
and DON'T HAVE fall asleep till NOW *2pm something
what i did during this few hours??
*the first few hours, just have a called and chit-chatted with friend.
 ( i was played so many songs with piano to a fella)
 (but the fella, DON'T KNOW what songs i was playing.)
 (come one.! i search the song sheets by network, your ear something wrong then x)) )
 (only a one song, he could awared. = =)
 (we end up our called, at the early in the morning)
 [ so, i couldn't sleep again ]
*after that, went to selayang pasar with mummy
 (few hours in the pasar, = = because? my dad la wei...)
*reached home around 12 something
*online, and  <<<<<PLAYING PIANO>>>>>


oh man~
the song which i going to learn is so HARD FOR ME.!
but, i will not simply give it up.
because? DON'T WANT LET SOME STUPID FELLA LOOK DOWN AT ME
and *hmm... (haha x)))) )
gah yao babe.!!

I CAN DO IT.!

even though that's merely chorus
but, that is really fucking hard for me =((




* i'm so sleepy right now
* but i also have a lot of energy to learn that song right now
* wow.! bye bye computer..........

❤special for Chia xin (Ms.caterpillar)

*this post should be a longer and nagging post
*special for my heart, Jessie liew

we chum-up at 2007
the fate let us be classmate, 2 cheng.
your friendly and formed a small gang (teng, yiying, you and me)
*a little small gang
but, unfortunately
that's not longer
because argued always

*especially you and me

argued because of tiny things
teng and yiying also got no-eye-to-see...xDD
shortly,
we broke off our friendship
because of *MP3 WAR
that was caused a lot of fight in class.
you have your group be your backed-up
and me too.
the people who backed-up me is,
JIA YEE (our class "dai gar jie")
*what a childish memories
*haha
once, she is your best friend.
since she stood me there.
and you more than more dislike me.
because you said , i stole your friend.
*A misunderstanding
*bla bla bla
we reconciled our friendship after half year
i forgot to bring my book
and you borrow for me
after that,
we have no more "war"
*great*
unfortunately *again
our "little small group" was no one can upgrade with smooth.
but, Extra-exam permitted yun qian and teng went to form 3
you and me.?
just obediently be a form 2-repeat student.


the next year, 2008
different class.
you were 2 de
i was 2 min
but we never became more than more far because of this
i always went to your class
*and conveniently for me "gap zai"
*LOLS

we always chit-chatted during rest time.

shared our "love-story"

shared something keep in mind

gossip

*i remember your hug when i cried
*wow.! you are the first be my huggie while i cry


you are the girl who really freaking CRAZY

always scream

always beat people ass

always did some rude action xDD

always laugh out loud

sometimes, i wonder why i know you??
*haha
you are nice too.

i like your mature

i like your crazy with wisdom

i like your faithful enough

i like your active

i like your smilley

i like your bek-cek face xDD

......


i leave chong hwa at 09
and you started have your own best friends
we less chat, see, and talk.
but, our friendship will never ever change.
this show we use our truly heart to treat each other as soul mate.
i would shared something my secret to you,
of course, you too. =)




wondering why i will post this kind of post suddenly?
because,

our ms.caterpillar

officially leave Malaysia.

emigrate to New Zealand

at the last day of this month.

*sob

i'll bloody miss you

my crony-pie
*sob

*we never take picture together in this year
*so i just combined your picture and mine

*i love you, and i miss you

holiday

*i miss my gang la wei~

opps
holiday
freaking boring at home
got nothing to do
*help


what i did during this few days??

last sunday

dated with marcus, esther and shi tu

location: tesco

the stupid esther
slept lated
date me at 10
but she were woke up at 10:10
= =
what we did at there?

yum cha @ foodcourt

Lunch @ A&W

played basketball @ game area

haha
boy lousy la~~ xDD
we girl kept won...
we girl merely lost few score at last
haha xP

wednesday

yum cha with marcus, cc, jason and christina

location : paparich

*suppose to ask even , but she got class
(miss simbee and her)
the rubbish jason so rude la wei
put his leg on the chair
*OMG
impolite at all
only we both talked
others??
already ate "silent" medicine
= =
after that
wen to find danny and my bro
*i forget the restaurant's name
*beside Arena
talked a lots of nonsenses...

Expecting for this sunday

dating with Even

for something (nyek nyek)

she's life awesome.!!

MMC, Teng, my black

I'm waiting you guys

ho ho ho~

Playing ROY TEE's laptop

playing Roy tee's laptop with Angie, Christina and kelly~~
haha~~
quiet 38~~
xDDD



Angie tan~~~~
一路顺风
i'll miss you sooooooo MUCH.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muackssss~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

❤ treasure

this year is the second years i study in homeschooling.
of course, i already known all my schoolmate, feeling good.
leave few days,
everything will be totally different...

friends,
gonna leave some comment to you guys.


Angie Tan,
happy that you treat me as different with other "dear".
you told me something in your mind.
you text me when you're leisure.
you buy things for me when you travel.
...
although you have some bad habits and make us dislike.
but,
we may not feel comfortable without your bad habits.
and our gang will lost a person to share our foods.

Kevin Chai,

do not forget i'm your first god-sis and you are my first god-bro.
you are the funniest in our gang.
we will lost a lot of laughter without you.
bro,
good luck.
you change school at next year for sure.
we will always miss you.
keep it touch ya.
i will not forget you always sing song to me. xDD


Aaron,
haha.
third time you sit beside me. (i'll not forget it)
hmm...
we less talk.
i think have some communicate problem too.
haha.
well,
you are the only one boy who always work work work.
you will have a good future. =)

Joseph,

my son...
remember i'm your mum,
and....
try you best to do that what you want to do. =))
support you.




*this four person are going to change school at next year for sure.
*keep it touch k.
*welcome to find me every moment if you want. =))

Esther Cho,

Steven Lim,

Jason Cho,

Jacob Yap ,

...

想对你们说的话尽在不言中,

由于我们这几个年级比较大的,

经历过很多事情.

当然,

有高潮,也有似跌入坑谷里的地潮.

我和你们这4个都吵过架.

都试过不爽彼此.

但是,

你们真的很有安全感.

有你们在的地方,

不用害怕,

不用惊慌,

不用吃不饱,

不用饿死~ xDD

想起那种画面,

嘴角会不知觉往上扬,

也许在家里是最大的关系吧...

会觉得你们的关心和照顾真的很感动.

也很幸福.

回想起这一年,

那些风风雨雨,

也想借此对某人说,

对不起,

虽然事情过了还蛮久,

可是,

那的确是我的错在先,

我不应该不理智地去不理睬你.

我更不应该向你发那种脾气,

因为根本没有关到我的事,

是你的自由.

sorry.

不会,不会,

有下一次.

忘记就对了.

也要和另一个某人说,

你的确很重要,

不要随便乱想有的没的,

气消了就对我笑一笑.

你还是我的XX

count down : 3 days

30/10/10

所有问题在昨天一下子出现

时间不多

就只有赶赶赶~

虽然对我来说是的确很难

第一次...

不过,我坚持要试下~

也许不会很好

加油加油加油

昨天一个人在外面

闷的时候就去找了帮我解闷的人

他的一句带着害羞的"早点回家"

顿时

觉得面前的场景好像特别地色彩缤纷

哈哈

有一种很奇怪的感觉

如果不是非常时期找非常人物

拜托

我也不会找你

不要帮忙直接点说不或不懂

不用拐弯末角

下次

我死都不会要你帮忙就是了

昨天和婷和欣去打羽毛球

我竟然迟了大到

没办法

老天一直下雨

嘉欣,

我一定会找一天去你家过夜

before你移民

然后来个高谈阔论

oh~

他们竟然说他靓仔过我师弟

是照片的问题?

还是我眼光的问题?

不要执着

You.!!

you.!!
i was bear you for whole day today~
do you know you are disturbing me??
do you know you are troublesome??
do you know i really sibeh beh song you today??!!


i have my way to solve it,
but you kept be noisy and busybody...
i need to do something by myself,
but you.!! disturb.!!
i need your cooperation,
but you.!! lazy.!! non-cooperation.!! ignored my management.!!
i'm seriously to ask you do what i want you do!!
but you was played with me.!!
the things which i never ask you do but you were be busybody.!!
the things which i really need your cooperation.!!
but you.!! bull many shit.!!


i'm not hate you actually.!!
i knew your problem earlier~
but you more than more over.!!
i keep on bearing you.!!
but you are spoil by me.!!
i didn't scolded you,
because i'm really treat you as my dear...


*arg.!! please, change away your lots bad habits.!!


Even,
sorry...
i'm really angry during lunch time...
so i only shown my not-so-happy face...
i wasn't purposely to show it~
you understand my mood right???


bee,
you are the only one who observed what the whole happen...
you MAD for me too~~
phew~~~


(when you only know what you did wrong??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

以身作则？

学校那一党，
越变越不团结，
越变越疏散，
就是有他，就没有她，
有她，就没有他。
我知道我也是其中那一个，
之前讲了很重的话，
“全部人都可以，就是没有他。”
不过，
我想说，
我已经发了简讯邀请他。
我不希望看到我们这一党会要变成这样。
既然你认识到他，
那是一种缘分，
我想念以前的团结，
你们不是吗？
其实你们在我心目中真得很重要，
我希望在我最重要的那一天你们可以陪我，
昨天师弟打给我，
还真的很懊恼，
我听得出他好像不开心了。
也许，
他不会相信我了还是什么，
我只是答了一句：“我放下了”
也要谢谢婷啦~
是她给我勇气，
至少我不是坏人~=）


3天2夜没有白过，
婷婷和我讲了很多东西，
今天早上自己一个人在云顶走了几圈，
很爽，很舒服~
那个时候就想起了他，
不要误会哦~
是我的师弟。XDXD


婷，
至上深深地谢谢。。。

❤ Emmanuel ❤

who is him??
he is my ex drum-teacher.
he also is Even ex guitar-teacher.
yo.!! =))
text-ing with him by facebook~
but he had to pick his wife up,
so asked me wait him in 30minutes~
haha~
miss him and drum~
miss the period went to music class with Even at every Wednesday~
I would to play drum while Even learning guitar~
miss drum so much!
once i have a dream to become a drummer~
but...
Imma have a lot of interesting about it~
even thought it's hard.
(piano more hard. ><)
drum set~!
you are making me freaking miss you...

this can make ding-ding sounds~xDxD

this drum set is special for child 1~ =))

❤ gotong-royong & school life❤

 clean up our school~
wow.!!
we all were exhausted.!!
The most laborious is wash the floor~
so many dust and rubbish~
we had to play water while cleaning the floor~
all get wet~
some more Roy slipped on the floor and fell~
haha~
got so many water we put on the floor~
result??
must mop the floor so many times~
OMG.!!
exhausted.!!
i was lie on scoring table~
haha~
Marcus said this action was ugly enough.!!
haha~
when i back, almost going to be faint~
have a nice memory with them~
although tired enough~
haha.......

my school life

i like this one~ xDxD

school life.

8:00am++  breakfast with them (anyone who come to school earlier~)

9:00am      time's up.!! school start.

10:00am    break time

                 is the time chit-chat with my gang.! xD

10:30am    we hate this time, time's up.!

12:00pm    lunch time

                 gossip time with my gang~

                 even's lunch will be share to we all girl.

                 sometimes, we will to order maggie / chicken rice from Michelle 

                 kitchen.

                 our topic is always "the part of girl".

                 ...

12:30pm   again. Time's up.

                 spelling test. is the time for Lawrence, Aaron and Kevin.

                 (their three are always fighting about who got the spelling 

                 word~xD noisy but funny)

2:30pm     duty time.

                 I'm the leader who in-charge duty. 

                 sorry for that I manage in strict. =P

3:00pm     school over. xD

I must appreciate my school life with them. 

I like my school because of my classmates.

Glad have you all~!

11-10-10

my dearest crony,

Teng teng,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

*opps~so many people on my face~><

愿意留下来跟你争吵的人，才是真正爱你的人……^^

愿意留下来跟你争吵的人，才是真正爱你的人……^^
by christina (facebook)

many people were scolded her stupid~
but, maybe i can get her meant~
he scolded you,
is because of care you~
he scolded you,
is because of teach you~
he willing kept on to scold you,
because he really care on you...
how said??
hmm~
i also don't know~
you must through it only can understand the meaning~



to: uncle and aunty (teacher)
we both are nothing~
just friend~
haix~
i knew you both sure simply think now~
k,
well~
everybody will prove it WE ARE NOTHING.!!

1/10 happy birthday to my dear xuey sin ♥

1/10
met xuey sin at chong hwa, 3pm~
i had bought a pack of little donut for snack~
she was bought "xiu mai" xDxD
(she kept said tasty.! i must try next time ~ xDxD)
sat a while at play ground~
after that,
i saw someone~
(actually saw him once before met xuey sin~xD)
then,
i did childish action again~
recall those time when i'm a chong hwa student~
i said:" xuey sin, faster, follow him~"
xuey sin was acted in concern with me~
yo.!!
but, he was not walked the same way with us~
how stupid?
haha~

went to mutiara~
yo.!!
xuey sin was bought a bag~


afterward,
back to her house~
ah miang bought the sushi donut was so nice.!!
but,
i don't like the green tea favourite~
xuey sin ate it up~
haha~
bath,
and went out to fetch zheng mun~

alright,
reached to the restaurant~
haha~
i shown my IQ question...
their ain't stupid k~
could answered almost~
haha~
xuey sin is the first get my mean yo.!!
xDxD

went to desa park walked around for digest~
yo.!!
hmm~~
they all were crazy~
xDxD
i like it so much.!! ^^

shi liang send us to jusco...
i saw joshua and yee en~
i tot they not recognize me~
happy to see them yo~
=)
joshua's hair is so short~
by the way, nice~^^

thanks xuey sin's mum send me back yo~
if not,
i should back by taxi at the night~
sorry didn't accompany xuey sin during the waiting time~
><
wow.!!
is a nice day with them~

Xuey sin, ah miang, swee qing, shi liang, zheng mun and jia jun

miss you guys~
^^

xuey sin,
glad that you treat me as your fucking good friend yo~
^^
i miss the period we msg always~
nowadays,
saw you so happiness with ah miang~
really that happy through my heart~
wish you both can together forever~
and next year born a baby as my "kai zai/lui"~
xDDDD
maybe yesterday i had to say something wrong~
but, you are my BFFFFFF....
i will remember you always~
and the feel together with yours will never gone~
i miss you~

once again~
xuey sin,
happy birthday...

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

2/10
happy birthday to my babe angie yo.!!!
she is sick~
wish she can recover quickly~
and back to school on monday~
miss her yo~
wish all your wishes come true for you ya~
muacksss.!!!♥

脱胎换骨

我不知道该用什么词语来形容我现在的心情
我也不知道,我该能怎样了~


的确,
我的笑声和38是很疯狂.
不是每个人都接受得到~
那个也就是我"令人讨厌"的态度.
之前, 我每天emo,
很多人就希望我可以活的快乐些~
现在? 我开朗.
也会有反效果的那一面...
我控制不到我几时该笑或不该笑~
也许是我的笑声"样衰".
可是,那就是专属我的笑声啊.
我变不到.
你要我改,
也要给我时间.
不知道是你成熟了还是我依然那么幼稚.



自从他回来以后,
所有的东西也跟着变了..
今天,lunch time...

(自己的gang分成了2 gang)

也许,
我真的应该反省...
(如果, 在他那边是快乐些的...就陪陪他吧...)
我也应该预料到,
我和他/她
会越变越疏远~




如果,
真的那么不喜欢我的话,
那,
我们就保持一段距离吧~
我不希望每天和你维持着一段这样的相处方式.
刚刚听你说了某些东西,
是真的, 有点接受不到...
不过, 也恭喜你.
你成熟了.
我们,
渐渐地没有办法相处在同样的世界里.
我和你说过

如果你丢下了我,

我会哭得半死.

现在,
也不是谁丢下谁了...
是理智,
让我们慢慢走向我们各自的世界.

(没有人能够知道, 他到底给了我什么感觉,眼泪也已经尽诉那种不开心.)

我只能抱歉地对你说,
对不起, 这个就是我~
这也是改变不了的事实.




刚刚看到嘉欣,
我真的很想在她面前,抱着她...
我想, 你也应该看得出我是怎样的一个心情...
我真的很想念,
那一年我们一起度过的学校生涯...
在那几党,
我是最不38的那位...
因为还有比我38多倍的死党~
我可以在任何时候倾诉我的不开心...
因为有耳朵愿意听, 有拥抱可以安慰, 有人关心, 他们也很愿意保密...
beiyu, 我想你了~
我们两个总是在上课时间,
聊聊心,诉诉苦...

我真的很想念很想念你们...

(不言中~)

开始不相信任何人的感觉,

真的, 很难过

OH MY GOD.!!! wahahahahaha~~

OH MY GOD.!!! (crazier laughts.!!)
haha~
my dearest brother kar lok was gave me a ♥DORAEMON lantern and send me to buy a ♥DORAEMON mooncake by bicycle.!!!  XD XD
some more my lovely mummy sponsored me a ♥DORAEMON mooncake.!!!
i kept shouted "OH-MY-GOD.!!!"
wahahahahaa~~~~~
(i will bring it to school tomorrow and share with my dearest friends ..xDxD)

♥ happy mid-autumn festival ♥

18-9-10

dated with Pyiz and hui ping~

some more i have to bring Marcus~

haha~

because,

at least don need be alone to go there~

^^

(Deborah, hope you don mind it ya~^^)

at first,

they both went to buy ticket for watched movie~

after that,

Pyiz :"where you want to go?"

me (asked Marcus) :"where you want to go?"

Marcus :"anything"

me (to Pyiz) :"anything"

me (to Marcus) :"are you sure?"

Marcus :"yes"

me :"ok, then you go to toilet and eat shit....xDxD"

Huiping :"yes.! that's exactly what i want to say"

xDxDxD

at last, Pyiz made a decision...

"oldtown"

Marcus and me, saw each other...

started murmur...

me :"huh? really? so boring...you stop him"

marcus :"yala...eh, your friend wor"

me :"but i don want talked with him...haha"

finally,

where we go?

=OLDTOWN=

no choice...

haha~

sat down, Marcus said hungry..

but, he saw i only order drank...

he, too.

zzz~

ok..

began to talk..

Huiping :"do you know what Pyiz said just now? he said where my darling (me) to me oh..."

me :"huh?" (looked at Pyiz)

Pyiz smiled~

Huiping :"then i looked at him, and he answered she are my darling and you are my laopo~"

...

Huiping :"have any different between darling and laopo?"

Pyiz :"sure...do you know the english wife is?"

Huiping :"is same la...zzz"

Mr.Lai, i was told you before do not play such things to me again...

---skip---

Pyiz :" when you birthday huh?"

me :"hmm...next month..."

Pyiz :" i knew la...date?"

me :" 25"

Pyiz (to huiping) :"oh...call jie jie~"

Huiping was bow down her head with smile and said :" jie jie"

me :"huh? when your birthday?"

Huiping :" smaller than you 3 days~"

get boom~^^

---skip---

Pyiz was gave me chocolate and necklace...

when i get the chocolate,

what i respond?

looked at Marcus...

murmur again~

me :" Marcus, your favorite, but, i don like~!"

Marcus :" MY FAVORITE.!!"

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by the way, thanks~

(the chocolate not cheap wat~)

after oldtown,

we girls, shopping.

their guys, "ding ding chiong"

yoyo.!

we girls have to talk a lot of things~

haha~

nice to meet you~

^^

what movie we watched?

Revenge Of King Cobra (Thai)

 what a scary movie?!!!

oh my god.!!

stupid fella watched stupid movie~

after movie,

walked around~

and go back~

think went to Desa park actually~

but, transport problem~

so,

ate Bak guh teh with Marcus as our dinner~

nice.!!

but, i was kept sweating~

i hate it la.!!

><

hor hor~

nice show was coming.!!

someone was cried infront of me~

haha~

because of double spicy sausage~

stupid la~

i had to tell you that's really spicy and will made you cried~

still want battled with me~

finale,

you must do what i want you do~

haha~

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女人是口是心非的动物

我, 就是当中的那一个~

(其实,我真的很介意!)

my life~

wow.!

so tired this few days~

kept on busy~

haha~

don't know whether will you see this post or not...

Jason Cho,

what's wrong with you after came back from NS?

did you already changed?

*sigh

i purposely reserved a candy for you~

but, what's you answered?

shown me cool face~

is it i done something wrong to you??

come on.!

we all not bear to see you keep on be alone at school...

thus, i talked with you automatically....

but, you totally not accepted my intention.!

well,

as what your sister said,

just give you some time.

ha.!! ^^

ate breakfast with shi di in the morning...

he was waited me so long~

because i came from subang~

haha~

he fetched me went to Manjalara and ate our breakfast~

he kept talked some obscene topic with me.!!

what a bad guy.!! xD

"immoral"~~~

ate pizza as lunch with Even.

Nice.!!

the spaghetti so "many"...

both of us "fatty" was so "full"~

haha xDxD

the pizza was so nice.!!

so many cheese inside.!!

haha~

becoming Fatty-boom-boom..

piano piano.!!

why you so hard?

haha~

anyway, i shall be keep going to learn it.!!

heehee =)