脱胎换骨

我不知道该用什么词语来形容我现在的心情
我也不知道,我该能怎样了~


的确,
我的笑声和38是很疯狂.
不是每个人都接受得到~
那个也就是我"令人讨厌"的态度.
之前, 我每天emo,
很多人就希望我可以活的快乐些~
现在? 我开朗.
也会有反效果的那一面...
我控制不到我几时该笑或不该笑~
也许是我的笑声"样衰".
可是,那就是专属我的笑声啊.
我变不到.
你要我改,
也要给我时间.
不知道是你成熟了还是我依然那么幼稚.



自从他回来以后,
所有的东西也跟着变了..
今天,lunch time...

(自己的gang分成了2 gang)

也许,
我真的应该反省...
(如果, 在他那边是快乐些的...就陪陪他吧...)
我也应该预料到,
我和他/她
会越变越疏远~




如果,
真的那么不喜欢我的话,
那,
我们就保持一段距离吧~
我不希望每天和你维持着一段这样的相处方式.
刚刚听你说了某些东西,
是真的, 有点接受不到...
不过, 也恭喜你.
你成熟了.
我们,
渐渐地没有办法相处在同样的世界里.
我和你说过

如果你丢下了我,

我会哭得半死.

现在,
也不是谁丢下谁了...
是理智,
让我们慢慢走向我们各自的世界.

(没有人能够知道, 他到底给了我什么感觉,眼泪也已经尽诉那种不开心.)

我只能抱歉地对你说,
对不起, 这个就是我~
这也是改变不了的事实.




刚刚看到嘉欣,
我真的很想在她面前,抱着她...
我想, 你也应该看得出我是怎样的一个心情...
我真的很想念,
那一年我们一起度过的学校生涯...
在那几党,
我是最不38的那位...
因为还有比我38多倍的死党~
我可以在任何时候倾诉我的不开心...
因为有耳朵愿意听, 有拥抱可以安慰, 有人关心, 他们也很愿意保密...
beiyu, 我想你了~
我们两个总是在上课时间,
聊聊心,诉诉苦...

我真的很想念很想念你们...

(不言中~)

开始不相信任何人的感觉,

真的, 很难过

OH MY GOD.!!! wahahahahaha~~

OH MY GOD.!!! (crazier laughts.!!)
haha~
my dearest brother kar lok was gave me a ♥DORAEMON lantern and send me to buy a ♥DORAEMON mooncake by bicycle.!!!  XD XD
some more my lovely mummy sponsored me a ♥DORAEMON mooncake.!!!
i kept shouted "OH-MY-GOD.!!!"
wahahahahaa~~~~~
(i will bring it to school tomorrow and share with my dearest friends ..xDxD)

♥ happy mid-autumn festival ♥

18-9-10

dated with Pyiz and hui ping~

some more i have to bring Marcus~

haha~

because,

at least don need be alone to go there~

^^

(Deborah, hope you don mind it ya~^^)

at first,

they both went to buy ticket for watched movie~

after that,

Pyiz :"where you want to go?"

me (asked Marcus) :"where you want to go?"

Marcus :"anything"

me (to Pyiz) :"anything"

me (to Marcus) :"are you sure?"

Marcus :"yes"

me :"ok, then you go to toilet and eat shit....xDxD"

Huiping :"yes.! that's exactly what i want to say"

xDxDxD

at last, Pyiz made a decision...

"oldtown"

Marcus and me, saw each other...

started murmur...

me :"huh? really? so boring...you stop him"

marcus :"yala...eh, your friend wor"

me :"but i don want talked with him...haha"

finally,

where we go?

=OLDTOWN=

no choice...

haha~

sat down, Marcus said hungry..

but, he saw i only order drank...

he, too.

zzz~

ok..

began to talk..

Huiping :"do you know what Pyiz said just now? he said where my darling (me) to me oh..."

me :"huh?" (looked at Pyiz)

Pyiz smiled~

Huiping :"then i looked at him, and he answered she are my darling and you are my laopo~"

...

Huiping :"have any different between darling and laopo?"

Pyiz :"sure...do you know the english wife is?"

Huiping :"is same la...zzz"

Mr.Lai, i was told you before do not play such things to me again...

---skip---

Pyiz :" when you birthday huh?"

me :"hmm...next month..."

Pyiz :" i knew la...date?"

me :" 25"

Pyiz (to huiping) :"oh...call jie jie~"

Huiping was bow down her head with smile and said :" jie jie"

me :"huh? when your birthday?"

Huiping :" smaller than you 3 days~"

get boom~^^

---skip---

Pyiz was gave me chocolate and necklace...

when i get the chocolate,

what i respond?

looked at Marcus...

murmur again~

me :" Marcus, your favorite, but, i don like~!"

Marcus :" MY FAVORITE.!!"

><

by the way, thanks~

(the chocolate not cheap wat~)

after oldtown,

we girls, shopping.

their guys, "ding ding chiong"

yoyo.!

we girls have to talk a lot of things~

haha~

nice to meet you~

^^

what movie we watched?

Revenge Of King Cobra (Thai)

 what a scary movie?!!!

oh my god.!!

stupid fella watched stupid movie~

after movie,

walked around~

and go back~

think went to Desa park actually~

but, transport problem~

so,

ate Bak guh teh with Marcus as our dinner~

nice.!!

but, i was kept sweating~

i hate it la.!!

><

hor hor~

nice show was coming.!!

someone was cried infront of me~

haha~

because of double spicy sausage~

stupid la~

i had to tell you that's really spicy and will made you cried~

still want battled with me~

finale,

you must do what i want you do~

haha~

=end=

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女人是口是心非的动物

我, 就是当中的那一个~

(其实,我真的很介意!)

my life~

wow.!

so tired this few days~

kept on busy~

haha~

don't know whether will you see this post or not...

Jason Cho,

what's wrong with you after came back from NS?

did you already changed?

*sigh

i purposely reserved a candy for you~

but, what's you answered?

shown me cool face~

is it i done something wrong to you??

come on.!

we all not bear to see you keep on be alone at school...

thus, i talked with you automatically....

but, you totally not accepted my intention.!

well,

as what your sister said,

just give you some time.

ha.!! ^^

ate breakfast with shi di in the morning...

he was waited me so long~

because i came from subang~

haha~

he fetched me went to Manjalara and ate our breakfast~

he kept talked some obscene topic with me.!!

what a bad guy.!! xD

"immoral"~~~

ate pizza as lunch with Even.

Nice.!!

the spaghetti so "many"...

both of us "fatty" was so "full"~

haha xDxD

the pizza was so nice.!!

so many cheese inside.!!

haha~

becoming Fatty-boom-boom..

piano piano.!!

why you so hard?

haha~

anyway, i shall be keep going to learn it.!!

heehee =)

wow.! hard.!!

this 1 was so hard.!!!!

this 1 easy~ haha xDxD (i'm learning~)

❤ haha ❤

download a form just now~

i'm considering...

should i fill it and send??

wahahaha~

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* i want to go not because of HIM.!!

School camp

school camp~

finally end it.!!

wow.!

3 days 2 night~

flies so fast.!!

xD

first day,

nothing special~

Steven group - Monarch

Marcus group - Morpho

Eli group - Harvester

my group - Holy blue

second day,

leaders must woke up earlier to bring exercise.!

i was random to bring it.!

because never practice before~

dissatisfied.!!

haix~

flying fox before ate lunch~

wow.!!

flying fox awesome.!!

i keep jumped after i played it.!!

it's really stimulate.!

i had to play twice...

another time i played double person with Even!

heehee~

it more stimulate than personal~

and i was do something silly to My shi di~

huh huh.!!

xDxD

after lunch,

treasure hunts.!!

4 station.

Steven - Chair cross "river"

Marcus - Find "treasure"

Eli - tied hair

Eleen - connect action

Me - GHOST

haha~

they all were hate me when get my made difficult.!!

haha~

i did not let passed even a wee mistaken~

but monarch group was passed so fast in a time~

what punishment they selected?

tell a joke and made me laughs.!

When Even started to tell joke~

i laughed immediately.!

she use Steven and me as the joke's protagonist...

haha xDxDxD
when i finished my Job~
i went to Steven station immediately~
fortunately i have to go there~
something mistaken at his group~
and i was ran to all station in few minutes.!!
i was exhaustion on the way~
can't walk totally~
but the time so rushed.!
no choice.!
after that,
my leg was painful~


after treasure hunts,
is game and activity~
our leaders have to join it.!!
haha~

after game,
we all backed to hostel...
38 esther was lie on me~
><
but i was revenged at the others day~
wahaha~ xDxD

talent show at the night,
excellent.!
first time i danced infront them~
haha!~

third day,
forum (debate)
our topic is hard la wei~
haha~

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Holy blue :
what happen between yours?
keep inner quarrel~
i already told you all at the first day,
we are a group~
please understood that why i would to scold you all~
*sigh
*sadness

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wow.!!
miss them a lots.!!
i think without a people would be more good~

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