Chappies

S.L
your attitude has changed.!
every time date you go out,
the first reaction you would said:
"tired ar.~"
*i just give you a DAMN.!
how can you don't cherish our friendship?
not the case before.
where it goes?
i mentioning i confirm to swift school ON PROPOSE.!
but what a inhospitality reaction you gave me?
"T-I-R-E-D" !!!
that's hurt me you didn't know.
k, i'll less contact with you after 2 days.
because, you're worthless.!
if you did really feel tired, ok, you just don't join.
I'll also "bek cek" to see your "TIRED FACE". !!!



i care all about you,
because i treat you as my dear.
i knew that you are rebel now.
and know many outside-boys.
i just take care of you.
i don want you being astray.
perhaps you are very angry on me now.
but well,
what i did is for your own good.



another chappie,
i don want to write at here.
i'll write a LETTER for you.
==



i hope our gang could be a gang with lovely, co-operation, teamwork and love each other with fair.



i just came back from played basketball with ECA dudes.
wow.~
so tired~
i love you guys' spirit.
no bad words when playing basketball.
what a good CHRISTIAN.
=))
yea~
we are the same world. xDD



bee,
sorry for i didn't reply your msg.
because...............................
phone out of credit.!!
wahahahaha~ xD
i'll tell you tomorrow how was today~ =D

29-3-11

我没有后悔做这个决定.
我只是害怕,
那一天,
我会哭到像鬼.


你们这群小瓜,
平常又不见你们那么"肉麻"
看到你们的部落格.
很感动.
发自内心的感动.
我很强忍我的眼泪.
*顺便来个练习嘛~xD
很没有用hor~
还是被你们弄哭了~
魏依凡, 李依温, 曹嫣芹, 孙美仪, 曹晓萱.
我爱你们.



我舍不得洗掉在我手上的"涂鸦" xD





适当的那一天,
我会写出"遗言" xD






*我突然很想念唱"little peter rabbit"给你们听.

25-3-11

today is my lovely cousin (sista) birthday~
happy birthday to her. =)





took a nap just now.
i had a dream.
it's like reality.
i scare of it.
when i awake,
my body was get sweaty.
what i scare for?
i don't know.
when i knew that was only a dream.
i was relieved.
what i mind for?
=(



A different wednesday with last wednesday.
the both wednesday were so happy.
but,
which one i wanted?
what a confusing problem....
*well~



my temper not that good recently,
keep scolding bad words in my mind.
i can't even control.
yes, i must learn.



girls,
i'm not fierce.
do not need to scare me.
i'm kind.

i just do not like being threatened.
zzz ==



babe,
sorry.
i just don't want to hurt you.....

23-3-11

我们要做讨神喜悦的事情.
不能懦弱.
不能畏缩.
神手中的安排是最好的.



平常赖床赖到8点都不舍得起床.
今天6:30 自然醒,
是的,
去上学,
是神喜悦的.



上一堂"认识华宣"
Jemima说:
"去上学,也是一种敬拜"



我还可以坚持下去.
不需要先休息.
如果累了,
我还有我的"家"
没什么好害怕的.



jenn,
将称呼你比较好听,
哈哈.~
你的鼓励,
我领受到了.~

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是我太着重了. :')

20-1-2011

thoroughly bad luck today.

damn it.!



Lord, i near you.
i already passed through many obstacles when i going to church.
i already passed the examination those you gave me.
move on.

xD



what today pastor preached about?
freedom in emotional.
yes, we are human beings.
Not surprisingly to get emotional.
angry sad happy joy......etc
what we can do when negative emotional come over us?
S.T.A.R
S= stop (stop negative emotional)
T=think (think the solve ways)
A=action (action of what you think)
R=review (review what's wrong is it)
yea.! try it.!



Even,
i knew someone steal your portrait to register a fake account.
this is what i want to share with you.
stay calm.
do not need to play with the fella.
you just do yourself.
do not want to let the fella play at you.
worthless and also useless.
babe, is the time, build your foundation, calmly through these issues.
i always support you.
and so sorry that i couldn't pick up your call.
i felt sorry of this.



i set up many funny stuff on my bloggie.
cute.! xD
i like this emotional.

let's dance come on.! xD

Jason noob.!

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Jason cho,

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and,

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感触.

我一直说,

我可以感受到,

自从信了主以后,

生活, 性格, 思想, etc...

全都变了.

之前我理解不到我到底变了什么,

不过,

看到以前的日子,

我有了总结.

我是一个很容易放弃的女生,

只要我认为我做不到,

我就不会"打肿脸充胖子".

打个比喻.

之前,

说要学弹一首歌 (钢琴),

才两天的"热忱"...

就置之不理,

理由: 很难, 我不能.

其实只要一直练习,

那不难.

*这真的是很失败的角度.

信了主过后呢,

我好像没有放弃过任何一件事吧.

打鼓对我来说不难吗?

我只上过三个月的课程.

还是前年的事.

突然,

今年我就变成学校敬拜团的鼓手.

一个星期,

一个小时半练习.

四首歌.

家里没鼓.

只能靠学校那吝啬的一个小时半.

*其实我不知道为什么我的这个学校可以到这样刻薄的程度

加上我已经没有拿鼓的课程.

没有老师指导.

只是靠耳朵去捉拍子

有时捉不到就问"小组长".

这种情况像一只蚂蚁啃骨头.

有沮丧过,

有要放弃的念头.

*到现在我也还在吵我不想打了

*不过, 我知道我很难会放下这些机会

不知不觉,

已经打了两个星期的 chapel.

虽然,

状况连连.

进错拍, 拍子乱, 断不停.

没有一首歌能完整的打完.

第一个星期,

其实我知道我不能的,

可是很多人说我很enjoy打鼓的时候.

当时, 我只是一直一直祷告.

不知道为什么突然想到 jieni 说的,

把你的重担交托给上帝,

他的安排都是最好的.

心想说,

好吧, 死就死, 没有好害怕.

虽然不是理想,

可是打完过后很开心,

因为真的感受到那股能力.

在打之前我就祷告,

"主啊, 请你来带领我的手, 可以到出我能力范围的拍子"

所以, 也许

那时不是我在打,

还有"DAD"的力量.

*掌声鼓励鼓励 xDD

真的, 不是瞎掰.

第二个星期呢,

不知道为什么放松不到,

因为,

练习一直出状况.

没有背好拍子.

一开始,

就弱了,

最主要,

只有"临时抱佛脚"的祷告.

一直忘拍子.

一结束, 自我冷静了一番.

拍子就在我脑海浮现.

我整个 = =

总结: 有始至终, 我还是选择面对和挑战, 失败没有关系嘛, 因为没有失败就没有成功啊~

我还有接下来的chapel等着我去征战...LOLsss...

jason cho,

你也是我不怕面对的例子.

如果我没有叫自己拿平常心去面对你,

也许我还是一只不敢看着你和大声喊的乌鬼.

你是我其中之一的 3+5

我不相信为你祷告会没有用.!!

除了这个呢,

我比以前开朗了更多.

我上次哭,

也不过流了几滴泪.

这个月头的事吧...

在学校和家里都蹦蹦跳跳,

这里捣乱下,

那里捣蛋下.

eh, 老实说,

感觉超棒.!

我很喜欢听到朋友们说:

"不知道fung ming今天做么什么来,一直蹦蹦跳跳..."

hahahaha~

其实每次听到我都很暗爽...

LOLSSSSS... xDDD

还有,

以前的我超级懒惰,

明明垃圾桶就在几步路的距离.

我可以叫弟弟从"老远"的一个地方,

把他叫来,

然后很厚脸皮的和他说:

"帮我丢一下"

弟弟就会说:

"hhrrrr...酱近不会自己丢啊~ !!!"

我这个姐姐好象很大派...

现在,

我叫他都懒,

我自己丢.~

看到垃圾在地上,

我都会捡起来丢....

不错不错

*掌声鼓励鼓励

xDD

我也察觉,
我和我妈妈的感情进步了很多.
一直和妈妈撒娇,
明明我知道不可能的,
我还撒娇,
然后妈妈就很有耐心的和我说,
"不要酱啦, 妈咪现在很累, 你去拿棕子来吃好不好?"

*因为那时我吵宵夜

xDDD

还有什么?

我只想到这些....

=DD 

比较明显和主要的...

beeeeeeeee sistaa,

i feel touched once you said you miss meeee...

haha~

i miss you badly toooo...

perhaps we can date out  in this week...

that's a sadness for one week didn't see...=((

x)))

remember dress up pretty pretty when dating with me~

=DDD

Chloe,

your bloggie was touching me.!!

yea, we are sista in christ...

=))

miss you too and miss those period when be with you.

thanks for blog about it...

it couldn't remind me a lots of before...

i love your 现在去教会去到傻了~

yea.! Imma really crazy in love with my lovely church...

church, less and less strange.

i believe that soon i can mingle with them...

xD

*clap hand clap hand

=DD

evennnn,

your performance is coming soon...

practice hard and press on babe.!!

i'll pray for you....=))

good luck ya,

remember, relax when you are performing. =D

約書亞樂團：勝過這世界.mpg

i'm crazy in love with this worship song.!!
It's nice.!!
haha~
*beeeee......




我能勝過這世界.因有耶穌在我心.

黑暗權勢已破碎.因耶穌基督寶血.

若有我主耶穌來幫助.還有誰能抵擋我.

我心相信.我必能得勝.

哈利路亞.高舉主得勝旌旗.

耶穌基督是萬王之王.

哈利路亞.興起主大能教會.

為主發光.照亮黑暗的世界.

我有能力勝過這世界.

13-3-11

today,

church. =D

after church,

family day = =

i have no idea how come my mum suddenly suggested of this.

she said i always be with church,

and neglect of family.

have i..?

hmm...

so she forced me to attend this so-call "family day"

and she set family day once a month.

mum, are you kidding..?

because, you always failed your words.

><

where to go on "family day"..?

LOLsss...

mutiara and brem mall...= =

and my mum still says,

next family day we are going  to have a visit at ZOO-NEGARA...

mum, are you kidding again??

LOLsss...

*sigh

i have addicted.

addicted of what..?

EAT NONSTOP

break fast, high tea, lunch, junk food, dinner and supper

OMG

is it this show i'm blissful..??

actually i felt full all the time...

but, look like have a "devil"...

talk around with me

"this very delicious, just have a try, never mind of extra meal, you won't be fatty wat..."

oh-no...

i miss food... =(

waffle, popiah, rice, chicken, vege, pizza, bread.....

*stop this thinking

*control control

dude,

perhaps,

i'm not important to you.

perhaps,

i'm merely a "friend".

perhaps,

i'm annoying.

perhaps,

i'm.......

i've no idea what i would treat you like this.

but, you are my 3+5

so, don treat me so cool, fierce or what...

=((

xD

i still want to go Japan neh,

i still want to eat sushi at Japan.

Lord, save the country.

good let our generation can know the existence of Japan.

everyone,

please pray for them.

this is the very easier way we can do for them.

pistol

you can't shot doraemon =((  xD

 

拿枪的感觉真的那么好吗?

 

有那么好玩吗?

当子弹发出的时候,

 声音又会是几大声?

看到朋友们在facebook的status,

关于"枪"

they will come back from NS tomorrow.

*sigh

perhaps "pistol" for me only just a dream

11-3-11

*lolss
nothing to share also.

*sad thing, do not mention.

hmm,
i need to pray.
pray for many things.
i feel that i already gradually lost of patient to do praying.

*sigh

what going on girl.?

*Janice's vision was right.

*sigh

i can't be like that.
pray and devotion.


今天,
雪欣,征文,勇仁
来学校找我
(没有想到这么突然)
他们还找到我学校的位置
*beh pai beh pai xD
和他们相处那么久,
就笑了那么久 =D
他们的话题,
真的很难 get 到.
一 get 到, 就真的笑不停
来, 我大略分享

欣: 你们知道为什么会叫 "鸡奸" 吗?
      为什么不叫 "鸭奸" "猪奸" "猫奸" "狗奸"...?
我: 不懂, 做么咧?
欣: 因为是鸡鸡奸...
我: ??? HUH???
欣: 因为以前的人称男生的那边叫小鸡嘛...
全部疯狂大笑~~ xDD
我: 为什么不叫"鸟奸"?
欣: 做么要叫"鸟奸".?
我: 因为他们也是要称那边为 "小鸟" 啊...
仁: 叫"鹰奸" 吗, 大料的就是变"老鹰"料~
LMAO.!!! xDDD

还有很多,
不过印象最深是这个
xDDD


hmm~
stop here...
because nothing to post dy~
LOLsss~
xDD


expecting.
church tomorrow =DD

9-3-11

can you see my pimple's scar~ x((

erm,
what i going to write about.??

yes,

i wanna tell you all,

i successfully learn Jay Chou- 晴天 up in Guitar.

*bravo

the first song i know to play in guitar.

actually it's not hard.

LOLsss xD

expecting for tomorrow,

haaaa~

i should pray to God don't "plant" something on my face again.

=((

i still want to face people tomorrow~

LOLssss xDD

*pray for me ya~ =D

D-R-U-M

had a practice just now.

worst.!

*pray pray pray (sounds spiritual) xD

*sigh

no much can record dy...

stop here~ =)

其实,

我对他纯粹欣赏.

而没有像你们所谓说的喜欢

=)

recently-life

Yes, how was me recently?

Ans: badly mood.

Boy,

Have you feel your recently-action was very wierd.?

Why you became like this?

Yes, I’ve changing.

But, we still are friend.

Why you can’t stop talking about “don’t to friend” with me.?

I don’t even have the meaning.

I have regards you as friend, even I have treat you as best-friend.

But, why keep arguing with me.?

3 days, 2 fights.

What’s going on.?

I never taking you compare with him.

Since he appeared in my life,

We just argue non-stop.

Never have these cases before.

And,

One thing I ought to say sorry to you.

Perhaps I have a bit louder when I told “someone” in school what we both argued about.

Hey, how come nobody can hear it and only you could heard.?

I told her,

Because, she is my best friend.

No else meaning.

And don’t because of such tiny things and get angry on me…

Do you feel little too exaggerated?

OMG…= =

Maybe we both must calm down for a period.

If you wanna keep dwell in this situation with me.

Ok, depend on you.
meaningless for keep arguing.
i already did what i can do.
last announcement, we are friend.
and, i already no more feeling on you since something happened =))
i endured your hurt enough.
i knew those all were get by myself,
none of your business =))






handsome,
hope you really don't mind it. =)
don't put the suck thing in your heart.
because you ain't. =)
you are God-son.
try to forgive it.
you are mature. =))




just now have a talked with my cell-group leader.
yes, i have learn from him.
thanks him a lotss..
and i want to thanks to my shepherd.
thanks for suggest what should i do.
a deeply thankful to you both.
forgive seventy times seven.
yes, i'm in progress.
we are God-lovely-children.
hallelujah =D






bee,
you are the one who always contact with me everyday.
love you xD
thanks for careful.
sista forever.
muackss x))




lastly,
church is important to me.
because it's our God-house.
and i have a gang of "naughty" church-members.
imma expecting for this coming thursday...
because, *secret... LOLssss xD
i love my church.
it's warm.
=)


*forgive seventy times seven

5-3-11

the very first time had a morning prayer with ECA
i was overslept ><

it started at 6.

suppose to wake up at 4 something 1...

but i was awoke at 5 something...

LOLsss

*actually before i did had a dream for i'll be late today

*it's really came true

but, God blessed.

fortunately, that wasn't too late. =))

i had learn many from this prayer.

Lord do have touch me.!

yes.!

i can't over regards on something/someone as treasure except our LORD.

hopefully i can do it.!

=D

hey,

i wanna to tell you guys~

PRAYING IS WORK.!

i have some testimonies.

the most recently 1 is,

yesterday, 

many people said my drum skill was suddenly improving more.

when thursday's practice,

my drum skill was Sucksss.!!

*sigh, look back, it's really suckss untill.~

thanks for jie wen and t.elaira prayed for me at the eve of service night.

and i also pray hard.!

although not that successfully at last,

many problem of the beat,

but i never felt sad on it.

because Lord have touch my heart.!!

yes~

i love you Lord.!! 

Amen.!! =))

i was aware that i've change a lot since i'm a christian.

x))

最幸福的事~ xD

1-3-11

本来今天心情是跌入谷底
还小哭了一会儿
心情就是一直闷闷的

不过,
后来,
几只小瓜,
"干扰"了我
帮我分泌氨多芬 xD


哈哈
我知道

上帝你是爱我的

你为我带来天使们
你一直一直都在我身边为我做工

主, 我爱你

虽然和这一班不怎么熟
希望,
这一通电话过后就不会在那么陌生
你们感受到我的38啦~
=)


appreciate you guys~♥

原来,我还是在乎

天蝎座吧

dear,

you are blissful.

have to be content.

perhaps this is the best choice ever.

must appreciate.

the last time,

i cried.

skype with bee again just now.

sorry that maybe i have no in mood.

a deeply sorry to you my babe.~