很多人都很想知道我和他到底是什么关系吧.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
我和他
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31-5-11
刚刚无聊没事干.
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Sunday, May 29, 2011
This is our God - hillsongs
Your grace is enough, more than I need
At Your word I will believe
I wait for You, draw near again
Let Your Spirit make me new
And I will fall at Your feet
I will fall at Your feet
And I will worship You here
Your presence in me, Jesus light the way
By the power of Your word
I am restored, I am redeemed
By Your Spirit I am free
And I will fall at Your feet
I will fall at Your feet
And I will worship You here, oh Lord
Freely You gave it all for us
Surrendered Your life upon that cross
Great is the love poured out for all
This is our God
Lifted on high from death to life
Forever our God is glorified
Servant and King rescued the world
This is our God
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Monday, May 23, 2011
24-5-11
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Saturday, May 21, 2011
21-5-11
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Thursday, May 19, 2011
I Just Love You (Jiu shi ai ni) by David Tao
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Wednesday, May 11, 2011
11-5-11
我要谢谢这三个伯乐的教导
第一个,
我的 shepherd.
前天和她有一个对话,
我发觉了,
我错的地方.
她说: 不要把你的"以为"当做"一定".
: 不要把你"以为"的"了解", 当着"一定"的"事实".
很多人都认为,
"哎呀~他一定不介意的...."
"他一定不会不开心的啦~"
"他很乐意的~"
但是他们永远都不会知道,
其实人家只是没有把"介意"放在嘴边,
从这段对话当中,
我知道,
令人和神不喜悦的东西,
我们不要做.
令人和神喜悦的,
不管对方接不接受,
可以做的就去做.
因为,
看到别人微笑, 即使是很浅的一个微笑,
已经是很大的安慰.
真的,
不要"以为",
不要用"以为"去判断一切的东西.
你会因为"以为"而无形中的失去一些你不想失去的东西.
第二个,
林伟吉 (哈哈~特地写华语名的~)
他是一个年纪小过我的男生.
他很小只.
他不喜欢被称赞可爱.
不过我每次都叫他 cutie~ xD
之前我还以为,
他像和他同年龄的般幼稚.
不会成熟到那里去.
昨天和他通话了半个小时.
原来, 我"以为"的一切,
都错了.
聊了很久,
其实大部分都是我在安慰他.
但是鼓励他的同时,
我也鼓励到我自己.
他是一个很在乎人家想法的一个小男生.
他很希望他身边的人开心.
他只要看到人家开心, 他自己伤心着的东西就会忘掉.
我需要改变的,
也是这一点.
我有很多党朋友,
有中华的, 有外面的, 有小学的, 有教会的, 有学校的...
除了教会的,
其他我都已经熟到烂了.
我看到他们开心,
当然, 我也是可以很开心.
但是, 同时,
我也可以假假到一旁不为人知的地方,
流下一滴不开心的眼泪.
我知道,
我都察觉到.
上个星期,
去教会之前, 和妈吗有了一些争吵.
还哭了一段时间.
是我的shepherd载我去教会的,
然而从我上车的那一刻开始,
他们已经知道我不寻常了.
虽然每次我在车上,
都是静静的.
我也不明白,
为什么我上 jason 或 derek 他们的车,
我可以讲讲讲讲讲讲到他们觉得我很烦.
然而, 对着教会的,
我就是静静地.
也许还没混熟吧~
我这个人在不熟悉的情况之下会很慢热.
需要点时间.
哈哈~
我真的希望我不会在带着沮丧的心情去教会.
因为 that's not suppose to be.
在神的国度,
我们应该喜悦的.
*我要加油 =)
最后一个,
erm~
该怎么说呢?
这是无形中令到我改变的~
我要谢谢我的 Mr.blue.
*如果他看到他应该会说: 我几时是你的? (哈哈哈~)
是他教我怎样去对待爱情.
*其实也不是他教的, 他负责 hurt 人而已~ xD
从他身上看到很多我应该对感情要改善的地方.
我知道其实他也很在乎我.
没有表现出来并不代表我不懂.
但是, 他的在乎方式,
往往会使我们吵架.
Mr.blue,
我知道那天我的语气重了一点.
==
*本来我想说: "哎呀~算啦, 他不会相信的"
改变改变,
Mr.Blue,
我是真的很在乎你,
不过, 在乎的方式,
和以前不一样了.
以前你是我的好朋友,
现在我当你好像我哥哥那样.
*虽然你不是
我是真的在乎你这个死党.
很感谢你们在我的生命里出现.
很感谢主把你们放在我的生命里.
那一份感激,
很难用言语来表达.
最近的生活,
很乏味.
不知道为什么,
我变得很宅.
我一直想躲在家里不出门.
出去又想快快回家.
是好事么?
哈哈~
在家又没事干~
但是不知道为什么,
总觉得时间过的很快.
是因为等待的关系吗?
*也许吧~
我害怕我习惯这样的生活方式.
我害怕来得快, 去得也快.
有一个女生对一个男生说,
"那个女生真的很聪明, 不过她也是很理智, 因为她知道聪明的人才可以维持到任何感情."
可是, 事实上那个女生已经开始有了微微的不理智.
因为, 她已经习惯了他们相处的时间.
她总是会在等待男生找她的时间.
很难避免吧~
虽然他们不是男女朋友, 也不是好朋友.
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Sunday, May 8, 2011
9-5-11
what gonna blog?
yesterday.
wow~
I love Sunday so much.!
because i can go to Cheras ECA.
*heehee
it's doesn't mean i don't like Kepong ECA.
i brought a bad mood went over there yesterday.
*it's not supposed to be.
*sorry Lord.
ECA worship team is always that powerful and encouragement.
My burden throw away immediately when they are worshiping.
*hee
*bee, yesterday they sang a song and i think of you.
i think you can guess what song is it.
And i miss you with smile. =D
yesterday was Mother's day.
haaaa~
Actually i plan to say "i love you" to my mummy.
but, *haha, i'll LOLss.
i tried,
i called her,
"mi mi mi"
*i already prepared to say that 3 words.
guess what?
she answered me with seriously,
"what what what? don't keep calling me, that's sure not a good thing."
*hahahaha
*hahaha
and i just GAVE UP.
(mi, you missed a chance to let me say the 3 words to you~)
here i say to you,
MOMMY, I LOVE YOU.
haaa~
went to Jusco with family yesterday.
guess what?
dinner there @ food and tea.
*OMG
fed up.!!!
i met KC,
i had a good talked with him. =D
we talked a lot about school.
*i miss school.
when i want to go back,
* i have been in the parking lot.
OMG.!
Terrible thing happened.
i know someone was going over there.
but i thought i would not see the person.
because i'm going home then.
when i step out from lift.
I was replying msg then,
and i looked up.
OMG.!!
i was stuck there.!!!!!!!!!!
someone was in the car and looked at me.
SCARY.
I was not prepared to respond.
and i just RAN.
*hahahahahah~lolsss...
Gosh.
i couldn't restore my nervous within half and hour.
*i know it's exaggerated. haaa~
hmm~
i know all my friends are worry me.
but, i'm ok.
Don't worry.
I can settle myself.
I'll be responsible for my choice.
* i know somebody will be disappointed when saw this.
*bless me? =)
someone, please trust me,
I LOVE THEM more than other.
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Friday, May 6, 2011
6-5-11
是我对沮丧麻木了么?
我明明真的很伤心.
我很想哭的时候,
原来,没有眼泪流下来.
你不能判定我对这一党的真心.
我没有写虚伪的句子.
我不会再写我爱你们.
我还以为你是最了解我的.
原来不是.
酱多年朋友
我看透你了
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Thursday, May 5, 2011
5-5-11
first time ever i met up this kind of things.
I've no idea how come i can't sleep well recently?
i kept awoke at the night.
i wanna pray.
Pray for a baby-sleeping.
I have a best friend.
She is very moody recently.
I heartpain.
because i can't help her and i don't even know what's going on.
*maybe i know what's going on.
i really love her.
i can do anything for her.
because i really care all about her.
i know, she love me too.
yesterday she told me,
she don't even willing to hurt me.
dear,
maybe i know what's going on.
IF, i'm just a IF.
The people who hurt you is me,
i hope you can tell me honestly.
we can share to each other.
IF, you think that's hurt me if you told.
you just tell me,
i really can't even bear to see you keeping everything into your heart.
It will made sickness.
I'm willing to let you hurt me.
and i think that's a peanut-matter for me.
Truth, dear.
I really you.
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Monday, May 2, 2011
2-5-11
4天的使徒先知大会
就这样结束了
得着很多
我超喜欢这4天的敬拜赞美
很轰动!
我喜欢 Ron sawka 的讲道
有感动
也和我的教会弟兄姐妹建立起很好的关系
还有
可以看到我的 BEE.!!!!!
Angeline, Angelina, Angeldoreena~ xD
*only bee can get it~ xD
赞!
今天
很值得纪念
因为
对我而言
有一个小奇迹发生
我起初还以为是我想太多
那不会发生的
当一发生
我真的不敢相信
我很wonder那是我的异想
还是什么
到这一刻
还感觉在做梦似的
可是,
我不会期待太多.
因为
我不想再失望. =)
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