24-2

hmm~
what should i write??

i miss them.
can't wait for this coming Youth service.
yea.!
i'm falling in love with this youthful church..

*bravo ... xDDD

school life,
*sigh~ lazy to absorb those hard subjects
and i aware that i going to lost of study mood.
how come.??
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i don want....
environment causing?
*sigh
how can i recover my study mood?
LA, SCIENCE and my lovely subject MATH,
i said BYE BYE to them once they said HELLO to me.~
LOLss.!! xDDD
homework, i love you.~ x))

k, some feeling come sudden to me.
i can't write in english well,
so, sorry for that i type in chinese.

一些事,
对一些人来说,
不是一朝一夕.
你要不喜欢,
也首先要去了解背后你所看不见的事物.
我是心野,
成天只想往外跑.
我也希望我可以呆在家里做宅女
轻轻松松,可以睡觉anytime.
不用打扮, 不用花费.
可是,
你们知道吗?
我没有你们想象中那么坚强.
那一年的人,事,物
我需要时间去 make it 平淡
也不容易

*我没有告诉过任何一个人我的家到底糟得怎样

那些事发生之前

我可以一个星期假期在家5天
甚至我出街也吵着回
现在,
这对我来说很困难.
也许,
我需要祷告.
*yes, Amen.!
我想念去年之前 =)


一个人的成熟,
也要经过风吹雨打.
我可以在我hurt到半死的时候产生endorphin.~
cool right?
what a weird fella?
不要害怕我的伪装
我伪装,因为我在意和了解.
我知道也许你们会想说我很恐怖,
也不知道我在想什么.
也或许更爱我的朋友们会想说我会不会很辛苦.
nope.!
因为我知道如果有一天我真的到了极限
我会大哭.
我不哭, 因为我不想成为 loser.~
那很懦弱.
不应该要这样.
在我脑海里已经深深地烙了两句精华,

-笑 =), 没有什么大不了, emo? 不值得

-God is above everything, everything means everything

*我知道jie wen 要收copy right 了~ xDD

you go tiny in my eye

maybe just a shit??

thanks Lord open my mind

i chose to treat you inhospitality.

because what a suck people you are.?

if i got no those suck brainless feeling in you.

you don even would appear in my friend list.

perhaps one day i will totally ignore you.

come on.!

you are under-mature.

and i'm looking for mature guy.

you asked people don't to do those kind of things,

but how about you?

you did it, too.

sounds amusing.!

xDD

you did hurt me uncountable times.

i cried because of you uncountable times too.

and those all will be end up from this year.

i won't show emo and cry because of you anymore.

sounds suck.!!

you, WORTHLESS.

yes, only cool way suits you and me.

=))

do not blame me and complain to my friends much,

because, you only worth that i treat you with inhospitality.

it's cool~ x)

shi di,

your action made me feel disappointed.

you are different with formerly known as my "SHI DI"

well, let it go.

har har,

and now,

i'm here officially to intro my new soul mate to you guys.

*bravo

my SHEPHERD, Jie wen.

haha, i miss you la.~

*she also is the one who always complain me to update my bloggie.

she always encourage me and teach me about Bible.

i like her sharing.

it could touch me.

i will not forget her sentence,

"God is above everything, everything means everythings"

this useful for me.

God is always NO.1

=))

in fact, i just know her for 2 months.

did our friendship progress too fast?

haha~

no to think much la.

=)))

Even and Simbee,

i love to talk with you both without a person.

=)))

feel touch because can feel you both very "sek" me.

i love yours.

GOOD NIGHTS here.