26-2

Today,
as usual,
Jie wen picked me up to cheras ECA at 9 something
breakfast with Joseph and Alice.
Service.
(*today preached was awesome.!! =) )
and,
DESSERT @ honey moon with Jie Wen and Joseph. x)


yes,
i love dessert so much.
if once i have my own dessert stand.
i will eat nonstop.!
eat everyday.
eat every meal.
sounds attractive.!
*my dream =))


skype with Christina just now.
hmm...
nonsense lot.!!


oh ya,
went to jusco with even in afternoon.
we had watched a comedy film.
"all's well end's well"
it's funny.
keep LOL.~ 
xDD


i was be blur today.
kept on out of attention.
i was called Joseph in "Jacob"
what the hell
i made a chance for them could poke fun at me.
oh no~
and i kept said something blur when conversation with even.
perhaps i have to check with doctor~
xDDD


ok,
Imma not lessbian la~
=)))
as what shi di said,
let the feeling come and go naturally.
yes, 
Girl, you are important for me.
but, is belong to friendship type.
=)


Boy,
i knew something about your latest new...
not bad~ =)

her

i just aware that,
actually i like to be with "her".


how come.?


hmm~


NO.!!!!


i don want to be............

New Design

*i feel bored of the formerly background long time ago
i love my right now background
pinky and white
=))
and the angle cursor
actually i found a Bible cursor
but scare to offend some else who not christian...
x)


yesterday skype with bee
first time
talked much with her
yes.~
bee i love you.
xDDD


i get few msgs early in the morning.
one from Jie wen.
she had sent 3 verses regarding "jealousy" to me.
arhaa~
touched.!!
thanks lotssss...
i needed time to absorb of it.
haha~
"jealousy" move away from me please.
=))


suppose to blog yesterday,
but tired.~ x)


i never ever think that i will be jealousy because of "you"
how come?
or...you started dislike me?

*i'm think too much

Satan, you started did something into my christian life
xDD
well, i knew some news that you will be glad from someone.
i can't said it out right now.
because i already promised to keep it as secret.
but, you will know soon.
i mind you.
more than "him"...


i will not close with they both any-anymore.
before, they both were very important to me.
and yet, they both also hurt me deeply.
from now on,
i will regard them as my "classmate" =))

*sullen

*sigh

drum drum drum
i will be a drummer for chapel.
from next month start.
how can i undertake?
3 songs and i only have 1 hour practice.
The worst, yo, i have no standards.
*pray pray pray~

我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能

24-2

hmm~
what should i write??

i miss them.
can't wait for this coming Youth service.
yea.!
i'm falling in love with this youthful church..

*bravo ... xDDD

school life,
*sigh~ lazy to absorb those hard subjects
and i aware that i going to lost of study mood.
how come.??
><
i don want....
environment causing?
*sigh
how can i recover my study mood?
LA, SCIENCE and my lovely subject MATH,
i said BYE BYE to them once they said HELLO to me.~
LOLss.!! xDDD
homework, i love you.~ x))

k, some feeling come sudden to me.
i can't write in english well,
so, sorry for that i type in chinese.

一些事,
对一些人来说,
不是一朝一夕.
你要不喜欢,
也首先要去了解背后你所看不见的事物.
我是心野,
成天只想往外跑.
我也希望我可以呆在家里做宅女
轻轻松松,可以睡觉anytime.
不用打扮, 不用花费.
可是,
你们知道吗?
我没有你们想象中那么坚强.
那一年的人,事,物
我需要时间去 make it 平淡
也不容易

*我没有告诉过任何一个人我的家到底糟得怎样

那些事发生之前

我可以一个星期假期在家5天
甚至我出街也吵着回
现在,
这对我来说很困难.
也许,
我需要祷告.
*yes, Amen.!
我想念去年之前 =)


一个人的成熟,
也要经过风吹雨打.
我可以在我hurt到半死的时候产生endorphin.~
cool right?
what a weird fella?
不要害怕我的伪装
我伪装,因为我在意和了解.
我知道也许你们会想说我很恐怖,
也不知道我在想什么.
也或许更爱我的朋友们会想说我会不会很辛苦.
nope.!
因为我知道如果有一天我真的到了极限
我会大哭.
我不哭, 因为我不想成为 loser.~
那很懦弱.
不应该要这样.
在我脑海里已经深深地烙了两句精华,

-笑 =), 没有什么大不了, emo? 不值得

-God is above everything, everything means everything

*我知道jie wen 要收copy right 了~ xDD

you go tiny in my eye

maybe just a shit??

thanks Lord open my mind

i chose to treat you inhospitality.

because what a suck people you are.?

if i got no those suck brainless feeling in you.

you don even would appear in my friend list.

perhaps one day i will totally ignore you.

come on.!

you are under-mature.

and i'm looking for mature guy.

you asked people don't to do those kind of things,

but how about you?

you did it, too.

sounds amusing.!

xDD

you did hurt me uncountable times.

i cried because of you uncountable times too.

and those all will be end up from this year.

i won't show emo and cry because of you anymore.

sounds suck.!!

you, WORTHLESS.

yes, only cool way suits you and me.

=))

do not blame me and complain to my friends much,

because, you only worth that i treat you with inhospitality.

it's cool~ x)

shi di,

your action made me feel disappointed.

you are different with formerly known as my "SHI DI"

well, let it go.

har har,

and now,

i'm here officially to intro my new soul mate to you guys.

*bravo

my SHEPHERD, Jie wen.

haha, i miss you la.~

*she also is the one who always complain me to update my bloggie.

she always encourage me and teach me about Bible.

i like her sharing.

it could touch me.

i will not forget her sentence,

"God is above everything, everything means everythings"

this useful for me.

God is always NO.1

=))

in fact, i just know her for 2 months.

did our friendship progress too fast?

haha~

no to think much la.

=)))

Even and Simbee,

i love to talk with you both without a person.

=)))

feel touch because can feel you both very "sek" me.

i love yours.

GOOD NIGHTS here.

Church Or Bff.??

opps.~ *ignored my dark circle.

第一次小组,
我非常期待.
每一次主日,
我都很兴奋
罕见的友谊旅行,
我共享盛举.
*可是三个撞日, 是懊恼的一个问题.

最后的决定: 我去小组, 再去了聚会, 晚上再下友谊旅行, 主日缺席 =(

为什么会想说打这一篇贴子?
我想交代和澄清.

dear all my BFF,
如果,这次的情况是以前发生的话,
我100%跟你们去PD~

我刚信主不久,
相信你们也会怀疑我的灵命到底是否那么属灵?
我可以回答的是,
属灵离我有一段的距离.
但,我的灵命在成长.
我爱我的天父, 我也爱教会.
我没有想过我会有自己喜欢的教会.
而且,我还有我的牧羊者和小组长.
这两者对我的爱护,照顾和教导.
会超出你们的预料.
他们的宗旨是: 不要轻易缺席主日.

这次, 我选择了旅行.
我想让你们知道,
你们对我来说, 也重要.
(也许,你们会觉得我是好玩而找理由)
这一类的旅行也很难得.
难得的人,难得的状况.
也是最后一年.
我想让你们知道,
你们在我的心中占据一个位置.
尤其是organizer.
如果这次的organizer是他人.
我会置之度外.
不会考虑那么久.
我也知道,
我在organizer的心中,
在友情方面,
占据很大的部分,
这次我去,
我想让她知道,
我要去教会,
但我也不会忽略她.
我会特别疼她,
因为一起经历不少.
从一直一直吵架,
变到现在的稳固.

Dear,
我希望你可以体谅,
我爱我的教会,
我也爱你,
但相比之下,
我比较爱教会.
因为教会是基督的家.
我爱"回家"
because, God is above everything.
everything means everything.

Dear my shepherd and oikos leader.
哈哈
很感动你们因为我,
担心和操心.
你们的建议有很棒的一个支持.
感受到你们的心意,
也让你们懊恼了.
衷心地说声谢谢和对不起.
最近和我的牧羊者感情越来越好.
很棒.!!
我喜欢你爱主的虔诚.
appreciate.!!
=)
小组长嘛,
一个星期7天都见面.
明天见不到我不要想念我哦~
xDDD

*如果有什么冒犯, 原谅我吧.~ =))