Fung Ming

HCNY.

2012-01-23T18:02:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year people.

just a simple post.
haha.

A little tigress

2012-01-16T02:09:00.000-08:00

helllloooo.

yea, i'm gonna share something about my recent life.

here we go.

alright,

i'm a kiddies class's teacher.

there is 5 little new children in my class.

hohoho.

they are cute enough.

age range around 5-8 years old.

hmm.

how can i describe them?

pretty and handsome.

hahaha.

i feel like i'm a "little tigress" in my class.

you know what.

I'm fierce enough.

*haha, in fact, i'm just being strict to them, not fierce, i would give them an embrace after i scolded them. *someofthem,noteveryone* xD

ok.

hmm.

i gonna say, *I Miss THEM*

who are they?

i think they know lar.

hahaha. *hengdaijimui*

hmm~

always keep all of your in my prayer.

we can reconcile our crazy-friendship, i believe. =)

there's nothing can be guarantee,

but i will try my best, to do my best.

TO DO MY BEST IN EVERYTHING.

i pray.

2011的最后一天

2011-12-30T17:48:00.000-08:00

趁着还没到明年，
快点打今年最后一篇的帖子。

最近超忙
忙到，连睡觉的时间都没有
“好朋友”都一直来找我
很多人问：“你很多天没睡觉了啊？”
*超伤心

忙些什么呢？
学校，教会
尤其最近有圣诞节
学校赶很多东西 *临开学嘛
试过全部老师晚上回学校开工
也是昨天才可以做完啊

今年的圣诞节
收到很多很多的礼物
比我的生日礼物还多咧
哈哈
大部分都是我缺乏的
上帝的礼物来的真是巧
我收到杯，水壶，香水，颈链，耳环，面膜，还有一大堆很有用的东西...
哈哈
我还收到一个钱包
*开心 =D

明年有很多的新体验
我期待明年
希望我的服侍可以更进步
很开心我可以继续“喝奶”
哈哈

最近教会有一位牧师的母亲
蒙主的恩召
接回天家
整个追思礼的过程让我觉得很平安

明年啊
我要学会化妆！
我不会化妆
哈哈

好吧
赶时间
是时候走人了

明年见 =)

A new Hallelujah

2011-11-21T16:31:00.000-08:00

wow.
it's had been long time didn't update my bloggie.
*haaaa. seems every post started with this sentence.

alright.
my life, BUSY.
I'm a teacher
I'm a student as well.

I love my class.
Middlers-class
a lots of funny voices.
a lots of crazy laughters.
a lots of "complain".
a lots of mischieves student.
They are CUTE enough.
I love them so much.
Although some of them would made me like...@@
haha.

the last day,
"party day"
first time ever i saw Janice performed dance.
it was drove my crazy.
She were crazy and cute enough.
go on, Janice. xD

i feel proud of Angie,
she has changed a lots a lots a lots.
she took "best improvement student".
ya.
she deserved it.

at the same day,
I went for "award night" @ my old school.
LOL.
someone made me LOL.

Holiday.
hmm........
work, study, church, pak toh...

yea.
I LOVE MY CHURCH.

2011-10-06T02:54:00.001-07:00

i realize something.

cried few times because of it.

i don't know what going on actually.

last friday was my last day in school.

i didn't tell anyone what is the reason i absent.

my eye swollen like gold fish.

fortunately,

i have YAMMIES.

i love them so much.

they can send me some positive msg.

i love my shepherd,

she said :" don't like that lar, we are still be with you."

yes, after talked with her,

i woke up.

Quite busy recently,

busy for church work.

haha, my days are meaningful.

I love ECA.

ECA 10th anniversary.

i'm expecting of it. =)

next monday.

had an interview with Ps.Alice just now.

yea, i feel blessed.

and i feel touch, when i'm talking with her.

i told her, "i will do my best."

i didn't mean to boycott others gang of friend who are not ECA members.

i'm still love them.

truthfully,

i really miss them.

this is the one, i always told my shepherd.

hmm.

i thought i recovered.

in fact, i'm just too busy,

and forget.......

while i'm free.......

Sorry to him,

sorry for my inhospitality,

I'm not cool to you on purpose.

sometime, i busy...

sometime, i was too free, and simply think.

Since that day,

i realize, i won't let you go that easy,

i'm still feeling sorry for the day.

You hold my hand and said "is ok, everything is past..."

I love you.

2011-08-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

had been few months didn't update my bloggie.

my life,

so-so.

i'm going to PD for church family camp this sunday.

i'm taking baptism.

God, wash over my sin,

i confess my sin to you.

save and help me Lord.

i'm a sinner,

i have sin.

i can't even accept what i did.

i can't sleep well.

and i cry.

sorry that i can't be a good sample in God.

i did confess my sin and i will not do it again, for sure.

but something that i did is unforgettable.

i know God will forgive me.

but i can't even forgive myself.

sorry Lord,

save me.

18-6-11

2011-06-18T05:18:00.000-07:00

My recent life.

not in a good condition.

but, thanks Lord, that's not considered bad.

i'm sick.!

my head has been dizzy for 2 days.

and i'm having allergic.!

sucky body.!

I've no idea why i get allergic.

My neck has also been infected.!

i keep nagging my mum that

"mii, i feel dizzy."

and my mum said:

"Maybe you didn't eat meat, blood-pressure is low, and causing dizzy."

I can't eat meat lar. T.T

I hate meat.!

i missed out today's oikos carenet.

They went to sing k.

Due to physical problem,

i can't go anywhere.

Pray.

Prayer make things happened.

yes.!

this truth.!

i try to seek God by pray.

i saw a hazel-tiles, never-ending path in front of me.

It's brighten.

Is that symbolized "future"?

or the way to seek God?

Lord, i'm fully willing to walk the way that you giving me.

Your plan is the best ever plan, to everyone.

So, I didn't complain my life.

I must be faithful to you.

Except sick,

my life is awesome.!

because God love me so much.!

he sent me many angels.

I love them.

and here i want to say,

I LOVE MY MUMMY.! =D

she saw my changed.! xD

imissthestupidhim. xD

我和他

2011-05-31T09:12:00.000-07:00

很多人都很想知道我和他到底是什么关系吧.

好吧.

是时候好好交代和澄清这件事情.

毕竟, 只有这样的方式, 我才可以交代得比较清楚,

也不必一直重复.

我和他,

没有正在所谓的"交往".

关系, 超乎友情以上.

总得来说: 我们不是男女朋友, 只是在等待着对方.

*很幼稚吧.

什么等不等待...

是啊~

等着什么?

等待, 对的时机.

我和他都有共识.

都知道彼此还小,

对于彼此和"爱"也还没完全了解.

所以,不会那么快发展去到那种地步.

我和他认识的时间,

我指的是: 真正的认识.

今天才一个月.

可是, 这一个月里,

我知道很多很多他的过去.

也知道以前的他,

并不是一般年轻人的叛逆.

很多人都叫我不要太过认真于他.

毕竟他的底真的很花.

我有拒绝过, 我说我们只能当普通朋友.

因为他, 我和我最在乎的朋友闹翻.

因为他, 我不开心了一段时间.

因为他, 我和朋友之间有一道诉苦的墙.

因为他, 我一直胡思乱想第说: "他到底是真是假?"

说真, 到现在, 我还是不能分辨. =)

可是我知道,

他变了很多~

他身边的朋友们甚至老师,

都可以看见他一路以来的改变~

从不爱读书, 在学校只是睡觉, 爱打架~

到现在, 很乖, 功课很好, 考试也不错~ =D

他总是害怕我会喜欢上"他"(蓝先生)

他总是害怕我会被朋友伤害.

他总是害怕我会因为朋友的"教唆"而离开他.

因为他知道我的朋友们对我也是很重要.

他很肉麻~

总是爱和我说些有的没有的东西.

逗得我不晓得要忙着开心还是害羞.

好玩的家伙~ xD

他...

很成熟.

他的成熟可以当一个领袖.

他可以领唱.

*这一点是他最吸引我的地方~ XD

他说: "我想找到一份稳定的工作和收入, 才要和你在一起, 因为这样才可以给你幸福. "

他总是埋怨说现在的他不可以给我任何的幸福.

其实有一度我想说: "为什么那么麻烦啊? 既然相爱的话, 等到来也不是多余?"

*纯粹有这一种得空没事干的念头

我曾经埋怨过,

为什么上帝要在这个时候放一个这样的人物在我身边?

我要赶我的学业, 我的使命, 还有重心放在家人和教会身上.

此外, 现在的我, 是状况最糟糕的状态,

我的脸, 因为身理的关系, 冒了脸毒.

我总是爱想说: 为什么要在这种超级不对的时间发生超级不对的事情.

毕竟, 对自己不是很有信心.

*他是一个帅哥哦~ xD

可是, 这就是事实.

没有办法改变的事实.

以圣经的角度去想: 主的安排是最好的.

这一次的关系,

我们都很公开.

对与教会和家人, 我们更加不想隐瞒, 反而会很坦白.

不想隐瞒些什么, 因为, 大家都是一家人 . =)

我想说: 我爱我唯一的主, 我爱我的教会, 我爱我的家人.

你们都是我最在乎, 最尊敬的家人. =)

31-5-11

2011-05-31T05:41:00.000-07:00

刚刚无聊没事干.

在facebook逛下逛下,

看到一个姐妹的部落格.

我喜欢她写的方式.

虽然没有一般的文采.

照片也没有很多.

可是,就是她那种很真的表达方式,

吸引住我.

我认识她没有很深.

虽然可能每次去教会都有见面.

谈天? 十句不到吧.

从她的部落格可以知道她是一个怎样的人.

起初还以为她是一个奇奇怪怪的女生.

甚至觉得她是不是有一点???

但是, 不知道从几时开始就有在注意她.

那时社区服务日还和她同组.

原来, 她蛮有自己的性格.

刚刚随便地看了几篇她写的"文章",

其实那只是很小的一件事情.

可是也被她感动到了.

我没有试过看一篇文章会看到"哭".

但是她成功的让我为她的文章流下一滴泪.

没有很好的文采.

但却包含了最真实的感情.

好吧.

换话题~ xD

最近部落格都在用华文.

一来, 自己的英文还需要加紧地去进步.

二来, 用英文很难表达我要的东西.

和教会的朋友关系有慢慢进步.

尤其是自己小组的.

不错嘛~

很多牧委都去了 sibu 参加那里的师徒先知大会.

很感动哦~

竟然有三个牧委会发信息给我和报告他们的状况.

尤其是 jemima, 有那么地吓到一下~ xD

哈哈~

但愿主赐给他们一个很丰富的领受.

6月, 回学校啦.!

粉开心.!

久违了我的学校~

这次, 用不一样的心情回去学校.

7 月教会举办一个 "show night".

OMG~

我该表演什么啊?

教会的人多才多艺.

我去那里献丑?

想说当观众就好,

可是他们都说: "支持下教会的活动啦~"

*也对啦.

哎喲~ 我可以和他们表演什么??

本小姐除了在学校敢表演敢玩得开也不会感到一丝害羞以外,

在别的地方还是会感到..."害羞" xD

我知道教会是我的家,

毕竟, 我才加入这个家才半年.

昨天和教会的朋友们有一个 steamboat 派对.

其实他们是说 BBQ.

可是去到就只有 steamboat.

也好~

本小姐在戒口当中.

我整半个月没有吃过鸡肉了.

有一度真的很想破戒,

为了我的宝贝脸,

我忍.!

*最近一直找苦瓜吃. (???)

回到原题, 派对.

hmm~认识了几个新的朋友啦.

也见识到他们每天所提到的人物.

他们家有一只小狗.

*超可爱.!!!*

我想念 JJ. (Even lee, don't so touch.! xD)

6月开始,

不能乱花钱了.

刘凤鸣, 你要学习储蓄.!

其实你的零用钱比身边的朋友还多.

要节省一点了.

不然, 你的东西就要泡汤咯~ xD

现在的目标: 搞好我的学业, 我的使命. 愿主报佑. =)

This is our God - hillsongs

2011-05-29T02:42:00.000-07:00

Your grace is enough, more than I need
At Your word I will believe
I wait for You, draw near again
Let Your Spirit make me new

And I will fall at Your feet
I will fall at Your feet
And I will worship You here

Your presence in me, Jesus light the way
By the power of Your word
I am restored, I am redeemed
By Your Spirit I am free

And I will fall at Your feet
I will fall at Your feet
And I will worship You here, oh Lord

Freely You gave it all for us
Surrendered Your life upon that cross
Great is the love poured out for all
This is our God

Lifted on high from death to life
Forever our God is glorified
Servant and King rescued the world
This is our God

This is a nice worship song.

It could touch me.!

and let me feel Jesus Christ.

*whenever i hear this song, goosebumps.!

especially chorus part.

and the drumbeat.!!! *wow*

cool~

thanks Jesus for surrendered your life upon the cross. ♥

24-5-11

2011-05-23T22:05:00.000-07:00

最基本的礼貌都没有.
你有什么资格当一个基督徒?
不要笑死人啦~
还说你是一个基督徒~
Go away.!
当朋友当到这样.
对你这个朋友我不生气.
我不喜欢生气人, 也不喜欢讨厌人.
对你,
我只有失望.

21-5-11

2011-05-21T01:28:00.000-07:00

had a Malacca trip with ECA YAM yesterday.

wow.!

awesome trip.!

*although the hot weather was killing all of us.

met them up at 2 pm.

we had a "angel act" during the trip.

when i know who i want to take care,

i was like: har? how should i take care of this person?

*LOL

the first journey,

Janice, Glen and me have the same car.

*lol

on the way,

the car has been shaking.

Janice shown me by her phone: "we are sitting on Ogawa".

when i get her mean,

*lol

we both laughed till like crazy.

the driver ( i forgot what his name @@) and Glen kept looking on us,

and guess what's wrong with us.

i had took a nap for few ten minutes.

when i woke up,

i saw Glen is capturing janice's sleeping look.

*lol

have him captured me?

never mind.

because my hair was covered my face when i sleeping.

on the half way,

because our car had some problem,

i changed to Jenn's car.

some feeling come over me during sitting in Jenn's car.

*write after i reported our schedule. =D

when i reached there,

Malacca is a nice-view-place.!

*hengdaijimui, next time we plan to there ok? =)

i thought i could go Malacca to enjoy the foods.

so i missed my lunch.

but, sad case,

all there food are so-call "toxic food".

i have severe dieting because of my face.

the whole day i only had a breakfast, snake food and a hotdog at Malacca.

i missed out chicken ball rice, rendang chicken rice and SATAY.!

those satay look delicious.

OMG

i only could watched them enjoy the foods.

irritated me.!

although i couldn't eat,

but i enjoyed to serve them.

hahaha~

we went back at 12 something.

i sat Jacob's bro's car.

on the way,

Keanu and Darren kept made fun.!

they are really fun.

especially Darren's imitated.

*lolsss

and i had a good talked with mei ling.

She taught me a lots.

Thanks God sent such a good angel to me.

i received a lot from her.

regarding the "angel act".

*haaa

what i did to the people i took care?

i only bought a bunch of fruit to her. xD

i'd no idea what should i do...

i have been looking for way to take care of her,

but this person is so close with me,

i couldn't care her obviously and goof my identity.

i was kept thinking what can i do for her.....

at last , *haha, i only bought a brunch of fruit.

who was the person i took care??

*dang dang* my shepherd- Jenn.

*lolsss~

Jenn,

don't complain i merely bought a brunch of fruit to you.

do you know what my angel do to me??

NOTHING. *OMG

she only been my fan FOR WHILE when i'm sweating.

she is Alice Yong. xDD

i reached home at 2 something,

EXHAUSTED.!

and hungry some more. ><

i had called my dad reserve or buy some food for me.

and i told him i freaking hungry.

but he didn't do that.

*am i his daughter?

*actually i already know he wont reserve or buy any food for me, but i still called him, am i foolish? ya.! i think so.

ok, return to the part while i sitting in Jenn's car.

其实, 我知道你们对我的要求.

虽然你们都没有说出口.

从我懂事以来,

我家人很少真正的去照顾我.

所以无可否认, 我的确很自由.

我自由到的程度,

我去朋友家过夜两天他们才发觉到我的不存在.

即使我离家,

他们都不会自动打电话给我.

在家人里面,

谁对我最约束呢?

姑姑.

她对我的感情生活很敏感.

她总是害怕我现在会谈恋爱.

曾经因为我只是和男同学在一起等父母,

她就找完我所有朋友们的电话号码,

一个一个去找去问我是不是谈恋爱.

其实, 虽然我很生气她这样的举动.

她的方法很不成熟.

但是, 有谁知道其实我很感动.

因为她爱我, 她关心我啊~

每次和朋友出夜街,

他们的家长都会催他们回家,

甚至担心他们.

*其实我很羡慕.

前天,

和朋友出去吃东西,

10 点多打给父母,

我妈说: 半个小时就来.

一个小时过了,

我再打, 我爸说:

"aiya, 我现在在睡觉, 不要吵我, 自己叫朋友载你回, 不然不用回."

就这样,

讲完就挂我的电话,

我想说没有人可以载我回的时间都没有.

其实, 我 suppose 应该习惯成自然.

因为不是第一次了.

可是, 当时真的很想就在马路旁大哭.

一直在那边想,

"我到底是不是我爸爸的女儿?"

"他有当过我是他的女儿吗?"

我知道,

我知道我爸爸做工很累.

他真的很累,

每天只能睡最多4个小时吧.

可是, 为什么会对我说那些不负责任的话?

这几天有一个问题很想问,

"他到底有没有当我是她的女儿?"

如果某天我因为他这样的对待,

而发生了不愉快的事情,

他会伤心自责吗?

是要那样他才注意到我这个女儿吗?

*每次出门, 我都会为我的安全祷告.

昨天,

从我 meet 他们的那一刻起,

我的电话就没有从我手上离开过,

直到第二段路程我坐 jenn 的车.

我知道,

我就算关上了静音.

那一个震动的声音还是会让人知道我的信息来了.

jemima开口说: "哇~fung ming你很忙哦, msg又来了".

这一句话过后,

我就停了.

我知道我其实根本不应该有这样的举动.

即使我多闷,

因为这次的 trip 是 fellowship.

我知道我这样的举动很没有礼貌.

因为很不尊重.

ECA 是有礼貌精神的.

我是他们的一份子,

当然我也要遵守"家规".

其实我很感动,

*哈哈

因为他们对我有要求.

每次和我信息的人遇到家人或吃饭时间,

都会和我说:" sry, parent here/ eating now, msg you later."

我都会想说,

"为什么这样乖?"

现在, 我可以体会.

我可以改掉这种习惯.

因为, 我不是为信息而活.

也许那个路程真的太闷了吧.

每次遇到路程时间比较长的时候,

就很习惯性地去按电话.

其实我事先已经告诉和我信息的人.

我会随时停止手中的信息.

jenn每次都说:

"我们 ECA 永远都是一家人."

AMEN.!!

前几天我突然和妈咪说:

"my dear, 我爱你."

hahahahaahaha~ XD

但是她没有什么反应~ ==

如果不联络是唯一一个办法来维持我们的友谊,

那我真的不会在联络你了.

我真的在乎你这位朋友,

我都主动找你聊天还是怎样,

你给的回报都是: 不开心收场.

为了很小件的事情凶我.

对不起.

我只能说对不起.

我知道对不起也许不会换到你的原谅.

因为从某件事情起,

你开始就不喜欢我,

甚至反感?

不要说我为了谁谁谁而忽略掉你.

我们的友情,

是被你破坏的.

I Just Love You (Jiu shi ai ni) by David Tao

2011-05-19T05:45:00.000-07:00

feel so TOUCH ar.~~~~~~~~~~ xDDD

11-5-11

2011-05-11T00:04:00.000-07:00

这几天领受很多.
我要谢谢这三个伯乐的教导

第一个,
我的 shepherd.
前天和她有一个对话,
我发觉了,
我错的地方.

她说: 不要把你的"以为"当做"一定".
: 不要把你"以为"的"了解", 当着"一定"的"事实".

很多人都认为,
"哎呀~他一定不介意的...."
"他一定不会不开心的啦~"
"他很乐意的~"

但是他们永远都不会知道,
其实人家只是没有把"介意"放在嘴边,

从这段对话当中,
我知道,
令人和神不喜悦的东西,
我们不要做.
令人和神喜悦的,
不管对方接不接受,
可以做的就去做.
因为,
看到别人微笑, 即使是很浅的一个微笑,
已经是很大的安慰.

真的,
不要"以为",
不要用"以为"去判断一切的东西.
你会因为"以为"而无形中的失去一些你不想失去的东西.

第二个,
林伟吉 (哈哈~特地写华语名的~)

他是一个年纪小过我的男生.
他很小只.
他不喜欢被称赞可爱.
不过我每次都叫他 cutie~ xD

之前我还以为,
他像和他同年龄的般幼稚.
不会成熟到那里去.

昨天和他通话了半个小时.
原来, 我"以为"的一切,
都错了.

聊了很久,
其实大部分都是我在安慰他.
但是鼓励他的同时,
我也鼓励到我自己.

他是一个很在乎人家想法的一个小男生.
他很希望他身边的人开心.
他只要看到人家开心, 他自己伤心着的东西就会忘掉.

我需要改变的,
也是这一点.

我有很多党朋友,
有中华的, 有外面的, 有小学的, 有教会的, 有学校的...

除了教会的,
其他我都已经熟到烂了.

我看到他们开心,
当然, 我也是可以很开心.
但是, 同时,
我也可以假假到一旁不为人知的地方,
流下一滴不开心的眼泪.

我知道,
我都察觉到.
上个星期,
去教会之前, 和妈吗有了一些争吵.
还哭了一段时间.

是我的shepherd载我去教会的,
然而从我上车的那一刻开始,
他们已经知道我不寻常了.

虽然每次我在车上,
都是静静的.

我也不明白,
为什么我上 jason 或 derek 他们的车,
我可以讲讲讲讲讲讲到他们觉得我很烦.
然而, 对着教会的,
我就是静静地.
也许还没混熟吧~
我这个人在不熟悉的情况之下会很慢热.
需要点时间.
哈哈~

我真的希望我不会在带着沮丧的心情去教会.
因为 that's not suppose to be.
在神的国度,
我们应该喜悦的.
*我要加油 =)

最后一个,
erm~
该怎么说呢?

这是无形中令到我改变的~

我要谢谢我的 Mr.blue.

*如果他看到他应该会说: 我几时是你的? (哈哈哈~)

是他教我怎样去对待爱情.
*其实也不是他教的, 他负责 hurt 人而已~ xD

从他身上看到很多我应该对感情要改善的地方.
我知道其实他也很在乎我.
没有表现出来并不代表我不懂.

但是, 他的在乎方式,
往往会使我们吵架.

Mr.blue,
我知道那天我的语气重了一点.

==
*本来我想说: "哎呀~算啦, 他不会相信的"

改变改变,
Mr.Blue,
我是真的很在乎你,
不过, 在乎的方式,
和以前不一样了.

以前你是我的好朋友,
现在我当你好像我哥哥那样.
*虽然你不是
我是真的在乎你这个死党.

很感谢你们在我的生命里出现.
很感谢主把你们放在我的生命里.
那一份感激,
很难用言语来表达.

最近的生活,
很乏味.

不知道为什么,
我变得很宅.
我一直想躲在家里不出门.
出去又想快快回家.

是好事么?
哈哈~
在家又没事干~
但是不知道为什么,
总觉得时间过的很快.
是因为等待的关系吗?
*也许吧~

我害怕我习惯这样的生活方式.
我害怕来得快, 去得也快.

有一个女生对一个男生说,
"那个女生真的很聪明, 不过她也是很理智, 因为她知道聪明的人才可以维持到任何感情."

可是, 事实上那个女生已经开始有了微微的不理智.
因为, 她已经习惯了他们相处的时间.
她总是会在等待男生找她的时间.

很难避免吧~

虽然他们不是男女朋友, 也不是好朋友.

9-5-11

2011-05-08T18:49:00.000-07:00

hmm~
what gonna blog?

yesterday.
wow~

I love Sunday so much.!
because i can go to Cheras ECA.
*heehee
it's doesn't mean i don't like Kepong ECA.

i brought a bad mood went over there yesterday.
*it's not supposed to be.
*sorry Lord.

ECA worship team is always that powerful and encouragement.
My burden throw away immediately when they are worshiping.
*hee

*bee, yesterday they sang a song and i think of you.
i think you can guess what song is it.
And i miss you with smile. =D

yesterday was Mother's day.
haaaa~
Actually i plan to say "i love you" to my mummy.
but, *haha, i'll LOLss.

i tried,
i called her,
"mi mi mi"
*i already prepared to say that 3 words.
guess what?
she answered me with seriously,
"what what what? don't keep calling me, that's sure not a good thing."
*hahahaha

i was LOL, and she looked at me with wondering.
*hahaha
and i just GAVE UP.

(mi, you missed a chance to let me say the 3 words to you~)

here i say to you,
MOMMY, I LOVE YOU.

haaa~

went to Jusco with family yesterday.
guess what?
dinner there @ food and tea.
*OMG
fed up.!!!

i met KC,
i had a good talked with him. =D
we talked a lot about school.
*i miss school.

when i want to go back,
* i have been in the parking lot.
OMG.!
Terrible thing happened.

i know someone was going over there.
but i thought i would not see the person.
because i'm going home then.

when i step out from lift.
I was replying msg then,
and i looked up.
OMG.!!
i was stuck there.!!!!!!!!!!
someone was in the car and looked at me.

SCARY.
I was not prepared to respond.
and i just RAN.
*hahahahahah~lolsss...

Gosh.
i couldn't restore my nervous within half and hour.
*i know it's exaggerated. haaa~

hmm~

i know all my friends are worry me.
but, i'm ok.
Don't worry.
I can settle myself.
I'll be responsible for my choice.
* i know somebody will be disappointed when saw this.
*bless me? =)

someone, please trust me,
I LOVE THEM more than other.

6-5-11

2011-05-06T04:11:00.000-07:00

today, two things happened.

是我对沮丧麻木了么?
我明明真的很伤心.
我很想哭的时候,
原来,没有眼泪流下来.

你不能判定我对这一党的真心.
我没有写虚伪的句子.

我不会再写我爱你们.

我还以为你是最了解我的.
原来不是.

酱多年朋友
我看透你了

5-5-11

2011-05-05T05:12:00.000-07:00

something happen into my life recently.
first time ever i met up this kind of things.

I've no idea how come i can't sleep well recently?
i kept awoke at the night.
i wanna pray.
Pray for a baby-sleeping.

I have a best friend.
She is very moody recently.
I heartpain.
because i can't help her and i don't even know what's going on.

*maybe i know what's going on.

i really love her.
i can do anything for her.
because i really care all about her.

i know, she love me too.
yesterday she told me,
she don't even willing to hurt me.

dear,
maybe i know what's going on.
IF, i'm just a IF.
The people who hurt you is me,
i hope you can tell me honestly.
we can share to each other.

IF, you think that's hurt me if you told.
you just tell me,
i really can't even bear to see you keeping everything into your heart.
It will made sickness.
I'm willing to let you hurt me.
and i think that's a peanut-matter for me.

Truth, dear.
I really you.

2-5-11

2011-05-02T08:14:00.000-07:00

很没有心情打英文.

4天的使徒先知大会
就这样结束了
得着很多
我超喜欢这4天的敬拜赞美
很轰动!
我喜欢 Ron sawka 的讲道
有感动
也和我的教会弟兄姐妹建立起很好的关系
还有
可以看到我的 BEE.!!!!!
Angeline, Angelina, Angeldoreena~ xD
*only bee can get it~ xD
赞!

今天
很值得纪念
因为
对我而言
有一个小奇迹发生
我起初还以为是我想太多
那不会发生的

当一发生
我真的不敢相信

我很wonder那是我的异想
还是什么

到这一刻
还感觉在做梦似的

可是,
我不会期待太多.

因为
我不想再失望. =)

26-4-11

2011-04-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

happy that i know you care me.
alright,
you're my good friend forever ya.!
Mr.Blue =)

God blessed,
the sixth night,
totally no more you in my dream.
i had a dream.
A dream totally without you.!

hmm..
I'm thinking to change my name,
change to the Christian name which Uncle David gave me,
it's a nice and meaningful name.
friends, give some idea?

don't stop to pray for my face.
I needs your pray.

I miss Girls.
I miss Beeeeee!
I miss Even.
I miss Esther.
I miss Xiao Xiao.
I miss Mr.Blue.
I miss Shi di.
and,
I miss Mr.SV

23-4-11

2011-04-23T07:46:00.002-07:00

many people were said: fung ming was missing.

*lol

i'm still here larr...

hmm...

my recent life is quite busy.

teach my 2 little bros.

help my mum.

it's took nearly half a day.

night,

play guitar.

plan my future.

take care of my bros.

and sleep.

*haha, sounds like boring, but actually i enjoy this life.

hmm...

yesterday was Good Friday.

I'm glad i did not miss it.

I feel sorry and guilty.

...

hard to express that ashamed.

I just weeps.

sorry of it.

the guilt still in my mind.

i'm expecting for tomorrow.

Easter day.

first time as a Christian to celebrate it.

那一年.梦想

2011-04-12T05:54:00.000-07:00

facebook真是个好玩意儿
昨天, 无意间 add 了两个小学的朋友
是舞蹈学会的朋友.

那个小学的六年,
我都为学校奉献了不少.
回忆满满.!

幼儿园时代,
妈妈就认为,
女孩子家应该学跳舞.
毕竟每个家长们都希望自己的孩子在舞台上有一番作为.

可能在幼儿园的时候,
舞蹈基础打得稳吧~
小学一年级的面试,
我就升级进了校对.

不是我夸大其词,
一, 二,三年级的时候,
教练都很看好我.
给的角色都不轻.
所站的位置,
不是最前面,
就是在中间.

可能越大就越懒惰吧.~
四年级开始,
就开始不专心.
又跌班,
妈妈希望我可以专心在学业上,
所以, 退出了这个学会半年.

半年以后,
舞蹈学会的老师召我重返这个舞台.
更何况,
在家里很闲啦~
要求妈妈给我练回舞.

重返这个原本的世界,
都以为不难习惯.
但是,
身体的关节开始硬了.
一字马, 走型了.

我的阶级被老师降了级.
都不显眼.
练舞的时候都会被骂.
久而久之,
不被重用了.

学校的舞蹈学会,
有分3种.
舞蹈, 韵律操, 流行歌舞.

emm~
所谓的舞蹈,
其实也是最重要的啦~
它是很有角色性或戏剧性的舞蹈.
为了争取最主要的角色,
老师都会透过筛选来判定.
所以,
这是最受欢迎.

韵律操呢,
就是 Gymnastic 啦~
有呼拉圈, 健身球, 跳绳, 彩带...
很费体力的一种舞蹈.
要求舞出最美的姿态.
所以, warm up 不简单.
拉筋超痛.!

最后一个,
很轻松的,
只是好像 mv 那样跳就行了.

由于时间,
还有老师针对的关系.
(*当时的我是这样觉得啦~)
最后一年,
我只参加韵律操.
之前我都"一身两职"
最重要的那两种.

我还记得最后一年,
我拿彩带的角色.
因为台上出了糗.
我的性格就是,
摆整体 post 的时候,
我在台上哈哈大笑.
结果一下台,
就被老师捉到一旁训了一顿.

最后一次的校外表演,
应该是在绿野仙踪吧~
很记得那一个晚上,
因为是最后一次.

上了中学,
因为不想再给人家觉得"娇"的感觉,
就放弃了舞蹈.
再小学都被说学舞蹈是娇婆嘛~

看了那两个朋友的照片,
原来她们还在为舞蹈战争.
很值得鼓励.

我想念一群舞伴一起跳舞.
为比赛而地狱似的练习.
比赛的前一个星期都必须留下来练舞.
用上课时间练舞.
用假日时间练舞.
练完一次又一次,
教练也不给喝水.

为比赛而紧张.
一大班舞者到处表演.
一起化装.
一起换装.
一起绑头发.
一起彩排.

找回舞蹈的热诚.
很想轰轰烈烈地在台上干出一番成绩.

我想念家人来观看的感觉,
很久很久,
无论什么表演,
他们都不会出现在观众席.

想念舞蹈的美态,
都叙说着一个故事.
每一个姿势,
不是一朝一夕的~
都是被黑青和骨折而成长的.

舞蹈是有成就感的一种生命,
它呈现最真实的杰出品.

我想,
我又爱上了舞蹈.

说不乱想,
其实很难,
因为我在意.

LORD

2011-04-11T05:39:00.000-07:00

i miss my "home".
i miss the lively, lovely, youthful and holy "home".

i miss my shepherd.
have a long time didn't really chat with her.
here to congrats her,
because she graduated from college.

i miss my "brothers and sisters",
the worship time with them.

i love to pray.
and i'm addicted to pray.

i pray for those i don't like.
i pray for those i hate.

that's not so-call pretending.
because Bible teaching,
LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF.

i want to curse foul language, when i HATE.
i really WANT TO.!!!
but, i pray instead of it.
*fung ming, stay calm.

a song . a memory .

2011-04-06T03:50:00.000-07:00

can you see the "graffiti" upon my hand?
my dear EVEN wrote 1. =)

ok,
back to the topic.

today,
when i'm playing facebook,
i saw a singer's post.
i've no idea why i would click in.
i just too bored and check the singer's comment.
and saw a song lyric.
that's a song with a great memories, for me.
from that moment,
i'm crazy to listen the song, until now.

those pictures just like a slideshow,
appear in my mind.

allow me to say that i miss the scene.?
*lolsss.

time often flies so quickly.
unconsciously, already....
i want to say out loud,
i miss the past.
those all were never ever could come back again,
i knew, though.

well,
take it as, growth of memories. =)

<最珍贵的角落>

2011-04-01T19:49:00.000-07:00

当你被花朵包围尽情欢欣
我带春风使你舞其中
当你正走在忐忑路
我会伴你在左右

一起向蓝天欢呼向白云招手
我们要一起笑一起哭
千万人中有个人懂我
你有最珍贵的角落

这首歌有三个很美好的回忆
1) '10 MPH school camp (营歌)
*第一次听
2) 用钢琴弹给我亲爱的师弟听
*学了一个星期
3) '11 April fool
MPH homeschooling最后一天

我还以为
我会哭得稀里哗啦
还好
没有那么夸张
看到你们这样
其实心很痛

心情到现在还没有平伏
一来我想到你们哭到这样
真的很难形容那一种痛
二来,
我真的很想念你们.!

好吧,
我该交代一下为什么我会要转校.
1) 家庭和学校给的压力 (不方便说)
2) 我希望有一个真正学习到的"学校"
3) 不希望继续地浪费钱和时间
我真的很舍不得你们
但是, 转校对我来说是一种释放.
这些年扛着的压力,
我可以放下来了.
现在的心情好像,
关在鸟笼的小鸟终于自由了.

昨天最后一次的chapel,
我还以为可以来一些不同点的.
原来全程只有我和 kelly在 high~
打tambourine打到手起泡和黑青.
第一次在学校的chapel敬拜到这样 high~
这是必须的嘛.
觉得我癫的我不怪你们.
我知道自己在做什么. xD

之前还以为,
我只会舍不得一些 buddies.
原来,
还有我亲爱的 girl class.
可能是全班最老的关系吧.
还是家里是老大的关系?
我很享受照顾你们的感觉.
我很喜欢教你们做功课.
也很喜欢带领你们玩游戏.
做小老师.
还有,
现在我才发现,
"外号"也可以增加感情.
只要是不难听的外号.
来,
我一个一个为你们介绍我美丽的女孩们.

Girl Class
T. Elaira (小小)<<< teacher, you pattern. xD
外号来源: 因为她很小只嘛~ xD
girl class 的 supervisor~
才大我一年.

小小,
your messages is FUNNY.!
"err...scary..."
"err...problem..."
"err...why you looked at me like that...?"
"oh...i'm wrong...xD"
haha~
do not keep mentioned that i'm fierce larrr~
i'm such a lovely and friendly... =D

Yan Ying (癫癫)
外号来源:最天马行空无厘头的.

癫癫,
the picture you drew for me was sooooooo perverted...
lolss~
i love your foolish and funnier imaginary.
you bring to this class the most interesting atmosphere.
continue to amuse them up.!
maybe you could take my position in this class.
be a LEADER. =)

simbee (bobo)
外号来源: 她的脸很圆.

yea.!
she is the one who always intimate with me.
last chapel,
she played the piano with me <最珍贵的角落>.
haha~
i already told you what i want to tell you by msg.
*sigh~

Even (bob bob)
外号来源: 她很喜欢 spongeBOB. xD

she also is the one who always intimate with me.
i love the "booklet" that you gave me.
TOUCHED and WARMED.
we have a lots of memories.
continue to create our memory of outside the campus.
haha~ xD
heart pain that you cried till the eye go swollen.
but still pretty larrr~ =DD

Kelly (圆圆)
外号来源: 她的脸也是很圆.

not that really get to know you.
a ballet dancer,
i hope i can see your ballet.
and,
CONGRATZ.!
you are wise because you choose to believe in CHRIST.
wow.!

Sou Mun (聪聪)<<< Mr.bean (with 长长)
外号来源: 她很聪明.

forget to say,
nice to meet you.
haha~
you came to this school already 3 months.
and, you choose to leave at last.
( left with me...)
this 2 days only started to get to know you.
you are FRIENDLY.!
now i only aware.!
is it too late? haha~
by the way,
you transfer back to your former school.
your actual life...
hope you won't forget this GIRL CLASS.
keep in touch with them and ME =D

Liwen (长长)
外号来源: 她长. xD

i loved your smile and voice.
haha~
you are such a crazy, now i know.
your homemade pastry was tasty.!
that could warm us. =D

Yee Shuan (三三)
外号来源: 因为这个小瓜很三八. xD

three three,
i'll not forget you are the one of my lovely members at '10 school camp.
haha~ still remember our dance?
"bad romance"
xD
heartpain that heard you cried till sleep.
its make you having nightmare.
be relaxxxxx~
i promise you i'll date you girls out. =)
sayang sayang =D
and also CONGRATZ to you,
finally, believe in Christ.
stay brave to transform your family.!
good challenge my dear~

sharon (八八)
外号来源: 和三三同组 xD

what a cute girl you are?
you looks so easy to bully~ xD
haha~ never mind...
i know Javen can protect you. xD

Eng Wei (捏捏)
外号来源: 很好捏.

you are new to this school for 3 months.
also, this 2 days only started to get to know you.
CRAZY.!
you are such funny and crazy.
yo.!
shoulda known you earlier.
i can imagine this girl class will be different of interesting,
when you melted with them.

christina (矮矮)
外号来源: 她矮. xD

you gave me the teeth mark still here.
painful when you bite me.!
were you trying to eat my hand? LOLss...
short short,
you are a girl needs to be looked after.
*Girls, help me take care of this girls ok.?

dear Girl class,
remember what i told.
1) be automatically to know new student, show your lovely and welcome them to this class.
2) take care of your neighbor.
3) show Girl Power.! =D
4) study hard ya.! =)
I'll miss you all.!
keep in touch with me and Sou Mun.

HengDaiJiMui.
Estherrrrr,
first time ever i saw you...
actually i didn't even know.
after someone told me,
and i saw you leave out the class, and not going to upstair.
my tears...
i want to tell them you already walked out this class.
but, hard to open my mouth.
the tears killing my heart and i just kept point the door.
1 mins after,
i calm down,
i pointed the door and told them, esther at outside.
the moment was touched me.
because i never see...
esther, i never think that i have such a seat in your heart.
but, since yesterday.
i love you, my sis. =)

Steven Lim (shi di)
finally, you gave me a hug.
haha~

Derek,
i'm waiting to see you at ECA =)

CC,
i forget to give you a hug hor?
haha~
*later someone kill me...

Friends.
Lawrence,
smileeee when playing drum.
lolsss, you looked so serious.
that can make people couldn't enjoy in it.! xD

Marcus,
date me out when you free lar~
don't so miss me~ xDD

eh,
i haven't introduce my "nickname".
my nickname is 满满
外号来源: 因为身材苗条, "他们"觉得我的上半部很丰满.
haha~
i love this name so much wor.
because i also like a song name 满满.
sounds nice also.
but do not to think of the pervert things larrr~
hee =D

everybody take care and study hard.!
mwah~

Chappies

2011-03-30T06:49:00.000-07:00

S.L
your attitude has changed.!
every time date you go out,
the first reaction you would said:
"tired ar.~"
*i just give you a DAMN.!
how can you don't cherish our friendship?
not the case before.
where it goes?
i mentioning i confirm to swift school ON PROPOSE.!
but what a inhospitality reaction you gave me?
"T-I-R-E-D" !!!
that's hurt me you didn't know.
k, i'll less contact with you after 2 days.
because, you're worthless.!
if you did really feel tired, ok, you just don't join.
I'll also "bek cek" to see your "TIRED FACE". !!!

i care all about you,
because i treat you as my dear.
i knew that you are rebel now.
and know many outside-boys.
i just take care of you.
i don want you being astray.
perhaps you are very angry on me now.
but well,
what i did is for your own good.

another chappie,
i don want to write at here.
i'll write a LETTER for you.
==

i hope our gang could be a gang with lovely, co-operation, teamwork and love each other with fair.

i just came back from played basketball with ECA dudes.
wow.~
so tired~
i love you guys' spirit.
no bad words when playing basketball.
what a good CHRISTIAN.
=))
yea~
we are the same world. xDD

bee,
sorry for i didn't reply your msg.
because...............................
phone out of credit.!!
wahahahaha~ xD
i'll tell you tomorrow how was today~ =D

29-3-11

2011-03-29T04:39:00.000-07:00

我没有后悔做这个决定.
我只是害怕,
那一天,
我会哭到像鬼.

你们这群小瓜,
平常又不见你们那么"肉麻"
看到你们的部落格.
很感动.
发自内心的感动.
我很强忍我的眼泪.
*顺便来个练习嘛~xD
很没有用hor~
还是被你们弄哭了~
魏依凡, 李依温, 曹嫣芹, 孙美仪, 曹晓萱.
我爱你们.

我舍不得洗掉在我手上的"涂鸦" xD

适当的那一天,
我会写出"遗言" xD

*我突然很想念唱"little peter rabbit"给你们听.

25-3-11

2011-03-25T03:58:00.000-07:00

today is my lovely cousin (sista) birthday~
happy birthday to her. =)

took a nap just now.
i had a dream.
it's like reality.
i scare of it.
when i awake,
my body was get sweaty.
what i scare for?
i don't know.
when i knew that was only a dream.
i was relieved.
what i mind for?
=(

A different wednesday with last wednesday.
the both wednesday were so happy.
but,
which one i wanted?
what a confusing problem....
*well~

my temper not that good recently,
keep scolding bad words in my mind.
i can't even control.
yes, i must learn.

girls,
i'm not fierce.
do not need to scare me.
i'm kind.

i just do not like being threatened.
zzz ==

babe,
sorry.
i just don't want to hurt you.....

23-3-11

2011-03-22T16:42:00.000-07:00

我们要做讨神喜悦的事情.
不能懦弱.
不能畏缩.
神手中的安排是最好的.

平常赖床赖到8点都不舍得起床.
今天6:30 自然醒,
是的,
去上学,
是神喜悦的.

上一堂"认识华宣"
Jemima说:
"去上学,也是一种敬拜"

我还可以坚持下去.
不需要先休息.
如果累了,
我还有我的"家"
没什么好害怕的.

jenn,
将称呼你比较好听,
哈哈.~
你的鼓励,
我领受到了.~

是我太着重了. :')

20-1-2011

2011-03-20T02:27:00.000-07:00

thoroughly bad luck today.

damn it.!

Lord, i near you.
i already passed through many obstacles when i going to church.
i already passed the examination those you gave me.
move on.

xD

what today pastor preached about?
freedom in emotional.
yes, we are human beings.
Not surprisingly to get emotional.
angry sad happy joy......etc
what we can do when negative emotional come over us?
S.T.A.R
S= stop (stop negative emotional)
T=think (think the solve ways)
A=action (action of what you think)
R=review (review what's wrong is it)
yea.! try it.!

Even,
i knew someone steal your portrait to register a fake account.
this is what i want to share with you.
stay calm.
do not need to play with the fella.
you just do yourself.
do not want to let the fella play at you.
worthless and also useless.
babe, is the time, build your foundation, calmly through these issues.
i always support you.
and so sorry that i couldn't pick up your call.
i felt sorry of this.

i set up many funny stuff on my bloggie.
cute.! xD
i like this emotional.

let's dance come on.! xD

Jason noob.!

2011-03-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

Jason cho,

and,

感触.

2011-03-13T23:03:00.000-07:00

我一直说,

我可以感受到,

自从信了主以后,

生活, 性格, 思想, etc...

全都变了.

之前我理解不到我到底变了什么,

不过,

看到以前的日子,

我有了总结.

我是一个很容易放弃的女生,

只要我认为我做不到,

我就不会"打肿脸充胖子".

打个比喻.

之前,

说要学弹一首歌 (钢琴),

才两天的"热忱"...

就置之不理,

理由: 很难, 我不能.

其实只要一直练习,

那不难.

*这真的是很失败的角度.

信了主过后呢,

我好像没有放弃过任何一件事吧.

打鼓对我来说不难吗?

我只上过三个月的课程.

还是前年的事.

突然,

今年我就变成学校敬拜团的鼓手.

一个星期,

一个小时半练习.

四首歌.

家里没鼓.

只能靠学校那吝啬的一个小时半.

*其实我不知道为什么我的这个学校可以到这样刻薄的程度

加上我已经没有拿鼓的课程.

没有老师指导.

只是靠耳朵去捉拍子

有时捉不到就问"小组长".

这种情况像一只蚂蚁啃骨头.

有沮丧过,

有要放弃的念头.

*到现在我也还在吵我不想打了

*不过, 我知道我很难会放下这些机会

不知不觉,

已经打了两个星期的 chapel.

虽然,

状况连连.

进错拍, 拍子乱, 断不停.

没有一首歌能完整的打完.

第一个星期,

其实我知道我不能的,

可是很多人说我很enjoy打鼓的时候.

当时, 我只是一直一直祷告.

不知道为什么突然想到 jieni 说的,

把你的重担交托给上帝,

他的安排都是最好的.

心想说,

好吧, 死就死, 没有好害怕.

虽然不是理想,

可是打完过后很开心,

因为真的感受到那股能力.

在打之前我就祷告,

"主啊, 请你来带领我的手, 可以到出我能力范围的拍子"

所以, 也许

那时不是我在打,

还有"DAD"的力量.

*掌声鼓励鼓励 xDD

真的, 不是瞎掰.

第二个星期呢,

不知道为什么放松不到,

因为,

练习一直出状况.

没有背好拍子.

一开始,

就弱了,

最主要,

只有"临时抱佛脚"的祷告.

一直忘拍子.

一结束, 自我冷静了一番.

拍子就在我脑海浮现.

我整个 = =

总结: 有始至终, 我还是选择面对和挑战, 失败没有关系嘛, 因为没有失败就没有成功啊~

我还有接下来的chapel等着我去征战...LOLsss...

jason cho,

你也是我不怕面对的例子.

如果我没有叫自己拿平常心去面对你,

也许我还是一只不敢看着你和大声喊的乌鬼.

你是我其中之一的 3+5

我不相信为你祷告会没有用.!!

除了这个呢,

我比以前开朗了更多.

我上次哭,

也不过流了几滴泪.

这个月头的事吧...

在学校和家里都蹦蹦跳跳,

这里捣乱下,

那里捣蛋下.

eh, 老实说,

感觉超棒.!

我很喜欢听到朋友们说:

"不知道fung ming今天做么什么来,一直蹦蹦跳跳..."

hahahaha~

其实每次听到我都很暗爽...

LOLSSSSS... xDDD

还有,

以前的我超级懒惰,

明明垃圾桶就在几步路的距离.

我可以叫弟弟从"老远"的一个地方,

把他叫来,

然后很厚脸皮的和他说:

"帮我丢一下"

弟弟就会说:

"hhrrrr...酱近不会自己丢啊~ !!!"

我这个姐姐好象很大派...

现在,

我叫他都懒,

我自己丢.~

看到垃圾在地上,

我都会捡起来丢....

不错不错

*掌声鼓励鼓励

xDD

我也察觉,
我和我妈妈的感情进步了很多.
一直和妈妈撒娇,
明明我知道不可能的,
我还撒娇,
然后妈妈就很有耐心的和我说,
"不要酱啦, 妈咪现在很累, 你去拿棕子来吃好不好?"

*因为那时我吵宵夜

xDDD

还有什么?

我只想到这些....

=DD

比较明显和主要的...

beeeeeeeee sistaa,

i feel touched once you said you miss meeee...

haha~

i miss you badly toooo...

perhaps we can date out in this week...

that's a sadness for one week didn't see...=((

x)))

remember dress up pretty pretty when dating with me~

=DDD

Chloe,

your bloggie was touching me.!!

yea, we are sista in christ...

=))

miss you too and miss those period when be with you.

thanks for blog about it...

it couldn't remind me a lots of before...

i love your 现在去教会去到傻了~

yea.! Imma really crazy in love with my lovely church...

church, less and less strange.

i believe that soon i can mingle with them...

*clap hand clap hand

=DD

evennnn,

your performance is coming soon...

practice hard and press on babe.!!

i'll pray for you....=))

good luck ya,

remember, relax when you are performing. =D

約書亞樂團：勝過這世界.mpg

2011-03-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

i'm crazy in love with this worship song.!!
It's nice.!!
haha~
*beeeee......

我能勝過這世界.因有耶穌在我心.

黑暗權勢已破碎.因耶穌基督寶血.

若有我主耶穌來幫助.還有誰能抵擋我.

我心相信.我必能得勝.

哈利路亞.高舉主得勝旌旗.

耶穌基督是萬王之王.

哈利路亞.興起主大能教會.

為主發光.照亮黑暗的世界.

我有能力勝過這世界.

13-3-11

2011-03-13T06:24:00.000-07:00

today,

church. =D

after church,

family day = =

i have no idea how come my mum suddenly suggested of this.

she said i always be with church,

and neglect of family.

have i..?

hmm...

so she forced me to attend this so-call "family day"

and she set family day once a month.

mum, are you kidding..?

because, you always failed your words.

where to go on "family day"..?

LOLsss...

mutiara and brem mall...= =

and my mum still says,

next family day we are going to have a visit at ZOO-NEGARA...

mum, are you kidding again??

LOLsss...

*sigh

i have addicted.

addicted of what..?

EAT NONSTOP

break fast, high tea, lunch, junk food, dinner and supper

OMG

is it this show i'm blissful..??

actually i felt full all the time...

but, look like have a "devil"...

talk around with me

"this very delicious, just have a try, never mind of extra meal, you won't be fatty wat..."

oh-no...

i miss food... =(

waffle, popiah, rice, chicken, vege, pizza, bread.....

*stop this thinking

*control control

dude,

perhaps,

i'm not important to you.

perhaps,

i'm merely a "friend".

perhaps,

i'm annoying.

perhaps,

i'm.......

i've no idea what i would treat you like this.

but, you are my 3+5

so, don treat me so cool, fierce or what...

=((

i still want to go Japan neh,

i still want to eat sushi at Japan.

Lord, save the country.

good let our generation can know the existence of Japan.

everyone,

please pray for them.

this is the very easier way we can do for them.

pistol

2011-03-11T21:17:00.000-08:00

you can't shot doraemon =(( xD

拿枪的感觉真的那么好吗?

有那么好玩吗?

当子弹发出的时候,

声音又会是几大声?

看到朋友们在facebook的status,

关于"枪"

they will come back from NS tomorrow.

*sigh

perhaps "pistol" for me only just a dream

11-3-11

2011-03-11T05:00:00.000-08:00

*lolss
nothing to share also.

*sad thing, do not mention.

hmm,
i need to pray.
pray for many things.
i feel that i already gradually lost of patient to do praying.

*sigh

what going on girl.?

*Janice's vision was right.

*sigh

i can't be like that.
pray and devotion.

今天,
雪欣,征文,勇仁
来学校找我
(没有想到这么突然)
他们还找到我学校的位置
*beh pai beh pai xD
和他们相处那么久,
就笑了那么久 =D
他们的话题,
真的很难 get 到.
一 get 到, 就真的笑不停
来, 我大略分享

欣: 你们知道为什么会叫 "鸡奸" 吗?
为什么不叫 "鸭奸" "猪奸" "猫奸" "狗奸"...?
我: 不懂, 做么咧?
欣: 因为是鸡鸡奸...
我: ??? HUH???
欣: 因为以前的人称男生的那边叫小鸡嘛...
全部疯狂大笑~~ xDD
我: 为什么不叫"鸟奸"?
欣: 做么要叫"鸟奸".?
我: 因为他们也是要称那边为 "小鸟" 啊...
仁: 叫"鹰奸" 吗, 大料的就是变"老鹰"料~
LMAO.!!! xDDD

还有很多,
不过印象最深是这个
xDDD

hmm~
stop here...
because nothing to post dy~
LOLsss~
xDD

expecting.
church tomorrow =DD

9-3-11

2011-03-09T03:21:00.000-08:00


can you see my pimple's scar~ x((

erm,
what i going to write about.??

yes,

i wanna tell you all,

i successfully learn Jay Chou- 晴天 up in Guitar.

*bravo

the first song i know to play in guitar.

actually it's not hard.

LOLsss xD

expecting for tomorrow,

haaaa~

i should pray to God don't "plant" something on my face again.

=((

i still want to face people tomorrow~

LOLssss xDD

*pray for me ya~ =D

D-R-U-M

had a practice just now.

worst.!

*pray pray pray (sounds spiritual) xD

*sigh

no much can record dy...

stop here~ =)

其实,

我对他纯粹欣赏.

而没有像你们所谓说的喜欢

recently-life

2011-03-08T03:11:00.000-08:00

Yes, how was me recently?

Ans: badly mood.

Boy,

Have you feel your recently-action was very wierd.?

Why you became like this?

Yes, I’ve changing.

But, we still are friend.

Why you can’t stop talking about “don’t to friend” with me.?

I don’t even have the meaning.

I have regards you as friend, even I have treat you as best-friend.

But, why keep arguing with me.?

3 days, 2 fights.

What’s going on.?

I never taking you compare with him.

Since he appeared in my life,

We just argue non-stop.

Never have these cases before.

And,

One thing I ought to say sorry to you.

Perhaps I have a bit louder when I told “someone” in school what we both argued about.

Hey, how come nobody can hear it and only you could heard.?

I told her,

Because, she is my best friend.

No else meaning.

And don’t because of such tiny things and get angry on me…

Do you feel little too exaggerated?

OMG…= =

Maybe we both must calm down for a period.

If you wanna keep dwell in this situation with me.

Ok, depend on you.
meaningless for keep arguing.
i already did what i can do.
last announcement, we are friend.
and, i already no more feeling on you since something happened =))
i endured your hurt enough.
i knew those all were get by myself,
none of your business =))

handsome,
hope you really don't mind it. =)
don't put the suck thing in your heart.
because you ain't. =)
you are God-son.
try to forgive it.
you are mature. =))

just now have a talked with my cell-group leader.
yes, i have learn from him.
thanks him a lotss..
and i want to thanks to my shepherd.
thanks for suggest what should i do.
a deeply thankful to you both.
forgive seventy times seven.
yes, i'm in progress.
we are God-lovely-children.
hallelujah =D

bee,
you are the one who always contact with me everyday.
love you xD
thanks for careful.
sista forever.
muackss x))

lastly,
church is important to me.
because it's our God-house.
and i have a gang of "naughty" church-members.
imma expecting for this coming thursday...
because, *secret... LOLssss xD
i love my church.
it's warm.
=)

*forgive seventy times seven

5-3-11

2011-03-04T22:07:00.000-08:00

the very first time had a morning prayer with ECA
i was overslept ><

it started at 6.

suppose to wake up at 4 something 1...

but i was awoke at 5 something...

LOLsss

*actually before i did had a dream for i'll be late today

*it's really came true

but, God blessed.

fortunately, that wasn't too late. =))

i had learn many from this prayer.

Lord do have touch me.!

yes.!

i can't over regards on something/someone as treasure except our LORD.

hopefully i can do it.!

hey,

i wanna to tell you guys~

PRAYING IS WORK.!

i have some testimonies.

the most recently 1 is,

yesterday,

many people said my drum skill was suddenly improving more.

when thursday's practice,

my drum skill was Sucksss.!!

*sigh, look back, it's really suckss untill.~

thanks for jie wen and t.elaira prayed for me at the eve of service night.

and i also pray hard.!

although not that successfully at last,

many problem of the beat,

but i never felt sad on it.

because Lord have touch my heart.!!

yes~

i love you Lord.!!

Amen.!! =))

i was aware that i've change a lot since i'm a christian.

x))

最幸福的事~ xD

1-3-11

2011-03-01T06:10:00.000-08:00

~~本来今天心情是跌入谷底~~
~~还小哭了一会儿~~
~~心情就是一直闷闷的~~

不过,
后来,
几只小瓜,
"干扰"了我
帮我分泌氨多芬 xD

哈哈
我知道

上帝你是爱我的

你为我带来天使们
你一直一直都在我身边为我做工

主, 我爱你

虽然和这一班不怎么熟
希望,
这一通电话过后就不会在那么陌生
你们感受到我的38啦~
=)

appreciate you guys~♥

~~原来,我还是在乎~~

~~天蝎座吧~~

dear,

you are blissful.

have to be content.

perhaps this is the best choice ever.

must appreciate.

~~the last time,~~

~~i cried.~~

skype with bee again just now.

sorry that maybe i have no in mood.

a deeply sorry to you my babe.~

26-2

2011-02-27T07:18:00.000-08:00

Today,
as usual,
Jie wen picked me up to cheras ECA at 9 something
breakfast with Joseph and Alice.
Service.
(*today preached was awesome.!! =) )
and,
DESSERT @ honey moon with Jie Wen and Joseph. x)

yes,
i love dessert so much.
if once i have my own dessert stand.
i will eat nonstop.!
eat everyday.
eat every meal.
sounds attractive.!
*my dream =))

skype with Christina just now.
hmm...
nonsense lot.!!

oh ya,
went to jusco with even in afternoon.
we had watched a comedy film.
"all's well end's well"
it's funny.
keep LOL.~
xDD

i was be blur today.
kept on out of attention.
i was called Joseph in "Jacob"
what the hell
i made a chance for them could poke fun at me.
oh no~
and i kept said something blur when conversation with even.
perhaps i have to check with doctor~
xDDD

ok,
Imma not lessbian la~
=)))
as what shi di said,
let the feeling come and go naturally.
yes,
Girl, you are important for me.
but, is belong to friendship type.
=)

Boy,
i knew something about your latest new...
not bad~ =)

her

2011-02-26T05:28:00.000-08:00

i just aware that,
actually i like to be with "her".

how come.?

hmm~

NO.!!!!

~~i don want to be............~~

New Design

2011-02-25T20:58:00.000-08:00

*i feel bored of the formerly background long time ago
i love my right now background
pinky and white
=))
and the angle cursor
actually i found a Bible cursor
but scare to offend some else who not christian...
x)

yesterday skype with bee
first time
talked much with her
yes.~
bee i love you.
xDDD

i get few msgs early in the morning.
one from Jie wen.
she had sent 3 verses regarding "jealousy" to me.
arhaa~
touched.!!
thanks lotssss...
i needed time to absorb of it.
haha~
"jealousy" move away from me please.
=))

suppose to blog yesterday,
but tired.~ x)

i never ever think that i will be jealousy because of "you"
how come?
or...you started dislike me?

*i'm think too much

~~Satan, you started did something into my christian life~~
xDD
well, i knew some news that you will be glad from someone.
i can't said it out right now.
because i already promised to keep it as secret.
but, you will know soon.
i mind you.
more than "him"...

i will not close with they both any-anymore.
before, they both were very important to me.
and yet, they both also hurt me deeply.
from now on,
i will regard them as my "classmate" =))

*sullen

*sigh

drum drum drum
i will be a drummer for chapel.
from next month start.
how can i undertake?
3 songs and i only have 1 hour practice.
The worst, yo, i have no standards.
*pray pray pray~

我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信~~有点可能~~

24-2

2011-02-24T07:59:00.001-08:00

~~hmm~~~
~~what should i write??~~

i miss them.
can't wait for this coming Youth service.
yea.!
i'm falling in love with this youthful church..

*bravo ... xDDD

school life,
*sigh~ lazy to absorb those hard subjects
and i aware that i going to lost of study mood.
how come.??
><
i don want....
environment causing?
*sigh
how can i recover my study mood?
LA, SCIENCE and my lovely subject MATH,
i said BYE BYE to them once they said HELLO to me.~
LOLss.!! xDDD
homework, i love you.~ x))

k, some feeling come sudden to me.
i can't write in english well,
so, sorry for that i type in chinese.

一些事,
对一些人来说,
不是一朝一夕.
你要不喜欢,
也首先要去了解背后你所看不见的事物.
我是心野,
成天只想往外跑.
我也希望我可以呆在家里做宅女
轻轻松松,可以睡觉anytime.
不用打扮, 不用花费.
可是,
你们知道吗?
我没有你们想象中那么坚强.
那一年的人,事,物
我需要时间去 make it 平淡
也不容易

*我没有告诉过任何一个人我的家到底糟得怎样

~~那些事发生之前~~

我可以一个星期假期在家5天
甚至我出街也吵着回
现在,
这对我来说很困难.
也许,
我需要祷告.
*yes, Amen.!
我想念去年之前 =)

一个人的成熟,
也要经过风吹雨打.
我可以在我hurt到半死的时候产生endorphin.~
cool right?
what a weird fella?
不要害怕我的伪装
我伪装,因为我在意和了解.
我知道也许你们会想说我很恐怖,
也不知道我在想什么.
也或许更爱我的朋友们会想说我会不会很辛苦.
nope.!
因为我知道如果有一天我真的到了极限
我会大哭.
我不哭, 因为我不想成为 loser.~
那很懦弱.
不应该要这样.
在我脑海里已经深深地烙了两句精华,

-笑 =), 没有什么大不了, emo? 不值得

-God is above everything, everything means everything

*我知道jie wen 要收copy right 了~ xDD

you go tiny in my eye

maybe just a shit??

thanks Lord open my mind

i chose to treat you inhospitality.

because what a suck people you are.?

if i got no those suck brainless feeling in you.

you don even would appear in my friend list.

perhaps one day i will totally ignore you.

come on.!

you are under-mature.

and i'm looking for mature guy.

you asked people don't to do those kind of things,

but how about you?

you did it, too.

sounds amusing.!

xDD

you did hurt me uncountable times.

i cried because of you uncountable times too.

and those all will be end up from this year.

i won't show emo and cry because of you anymore.

sounds suck.!!

you, WORTHLESS.

yes, only cool way suits you and me.

=))

do not blame me and complain to my friends much,

because, you only worth that i treat you with inhospitality.

it's cool~ x)

shi di,

your action made me feel disappointed.

you are different with formerly known as my "SHI DI"

well, let it go.

har har,

and now,

i'm here officially to intro my new soul mate to you guys.

*bravo

my SHEPHERD, Jie wen.

haha, i miss you la.~

*she also is the one who always complain me to update my bloggie.

she always encourage me and teach me about Bible.

i like her sharing.

it could touch me.

i will not forget her sentence,

"God is above everything, everything means everythings"

this useful for me.

God is always NO.1

=))

in fact, i just know her for 2 months.

did our friendship progress too fast?

haha~

no to think much la.

=)))

Even and Simbee,

i love to talk with you both without a person.

=)))

feel touch because can feel you both very "sek" me.

i love yours.

GOOD NIGHTS here.

Church Or Bff.??

2011-02-18T18:03:00.000-08:00

opps.~ *ignored my dark circle.

第一次小组,
我非常期待.
每一次主日,
我都很兴奋
罕见的友谊旅行,
我共享盛举.
*可是三个撞日, 是懊恼的一个问题.

最后的决定: 我去小组, 再去了聚会, 晚上再下友谊旅行, 主日缺席 =(

为什么会想说打这一篇贴子?
我想交代和澄清.

dear all my BFF,
如果,这次的情况是以前发生的话,
我100%跟你们去PD~

我刚信主不久,
相信你们也会怀疑我的灵命到底是否那么属灵?
我可以回答的是,
属灵离我有一段的距离.
但,我的灵命在成长.
我爱我的天父, 我也爱教会.
我没有想过我会有自己喜欢的教会.
而且,我还有我的牧羊者和小组长.
这两者对我的爱护,照顾和教导.
会超出你们的预料.
他们的宗旨是: 不要轻易缺席主日.

这次, 我选择了旅行.
我想让你们知道,
你们对我来说, 也重要.
(也许,你们会觉得我是好玩而找理由)
这一类的旅行也很难得.
难得的人,难得的状况.
也是最后一年.
我想让你们知道,
你们在我的心中占据一个位置.
尤其是organizer.
如果这次的organizer是他人.
我会置之度外.
不会考虑那么久.
我也知道,
我在organizer的心中,
在友情方面,
占据很大的部分,
这次我去,
我想让她知道,
我要去教会,
但我也不会忽略她.
我会特别疼她,
因为一起经历不少.
从一直一直吵架,
变到现在的稳固.

Dear,
我希望你可以体谅,
我爱我的教会,
我也爱你,
但相比之下,
我比较爱教会.
因为教会是基督的家.
我爱"回家"
because, God is above everything.
everything means everything.

Dear my shepherd and oikos leader.
哈哈
很感动你们因为我,
担心和操心.
你们的建议有很棒的一个支持.
感受到你们的心意,
也让你们懊恼了.
衷心地说声谢谢和对不起.
最近和我的牧羊者感情越来越好.
很棒.!!
我喜欢你爱主的虔诚.
appreciate.!!
=)
小组长嘛,
一个星期7天都见面.
明天见不到我不要想念我哦~
xDDD

*如果有什么冒犯, 原谅我吧.~ =))

random post

2011-01-18T11:28:00.000-08:00

haa.!
have a new post finally...
Simbee and even were always complained : "the fung ming ar.~when only willing to post a new post on your blog? i was already lost my patient to view your boringly blog..."
haahaa.~
girls, imma not a online freak.
i hate to face computer because it have a powerful radiation.
I don wanna let my eye's power going serious.
furthermore, i got nothing to share recently.
*then why i register this blog huh? for? xDD

wow.!
how about my life recently?
hmm...

*well, some sadness already past, don think to flash back about those suck matters.

school's life crazy.
*i always love my school, i couldn't live without friends. x))

i had met two who same birthday with me in my school.
one boy and one girl.
i never meet before.
*i'm ready to let my gang gossip about me and the girl who same birthday with me.
*have a same characteristic = black :(

*groan

i always feel inferior about my tan skin.
can i be whitening?
i have no much to request.
i'm only want my face part to be whitening.
GBM =(

am i a christian?
i think i was only consider the half.
although i already did the pray of believe in Jesus Christ.
but my parent not allowing.
*confusing
*imma not an obediently girl, but, i scared i can't to worship when my parent meet their Maker *TOUCH WOOD.!
moreover, my grandfather is an exactly buddhist loyal.
this CNY can i have a reunion breakfast with him at a same table? xDD

haa~
i love ECA church.
this is the interesting church ever i never meet before.
actively, youthful, funniest, powerful.......
i like the chairman of pastor (Ps.Sitoh)
he is funny, humorous, and cutest pastor.
you can't believe he could sermon with HK comedy starring Stephen Chew's movie.
nice ever man.!!
haha~ LOLs.!! x))
so, am i a officially ECA church member?
I think so~ x))

haha~
just now when i search about Stephen Chew's detail,
i was found about his joke accidentally.
haha~ it's making me speechless with LOLs.~
i was share to my friends who having crazy mind. x))
*i think la~ xD

*sigh.~ suppose to share to you, but....

sorry that i blocked you at facebook.

the reason why i want to block you is because,

i don wanna get hurt by you,

i don want to let myself keep notice and care about your recently news on facebook,

i was already been stubborn to put down about you.

just be a normal friend now,

i'll add you when i have another target, bf or whatever.

i dislike your suck attitude.

but well, in fact, you are.

and yet, i can put you down thoroughly.

oh-no

2011-01-04T02:20:00.001-08:00

"boob boob, boob boob, boob boob..."
have a very fast heartbeat just now.
the situation was killing my heart.

*I couldn't alone be with you.

*asshh~!

I need you now.~
hahas~
who knows?
well, just be stubborn on my choices.
I'm not your doll.

i miss those nights.
already 2 days didn't do that.
do you accustomed?
haha~
yes, i do.

*forced do. x)

alright,
anything are slowly changing.
hang up a smiley face to accept it.
i'll be nothing.
you were be free. =)

*span---

oh yea,
my L.A was jumped to grade 9.
it's not hard actually.
it's also in my capacity.
hopefully,
i can study well in this year.
*oh. i miss my school right now.!

*span---

I am a little jealous girl.
but, i will try my best,
ignore your everything.
heeeheee =)
you are not mine.
I'm not yours.

你的一句话

2010-12-10T23:24:00.000-08:00

你的一句话
让我对你的看法有很大的改变

这不是一般什么很惊人的话
但,也不是每个人都可以做到的

"我以后还要看着我的老婆生孩子"

*相信很多人听到这句话

都会笑笑吧

(当然,我也是)

不过
不知道为什么
听到这句话
顿时
替他未来的老婆感到幸福和欣慰
因为
的确

不是每个男生都做到的

不是每个男生都接受到的

试想想
生孩子
相信每个女生听到这3个字
出现在脑海里的第一句话就是
"好痛.!!"
众所周知吧
那真的很不简单
可是
如果有自己心爱的伴侣
陪着你一起渡过那一刻的"温馨"
是再幸福不过
更何况
至少帮助到你的潜意识不会让你这么的痛吧

也是这句话
感觉到你的体贴
(*虽然, 你的确是..)

棒.!
为你的这一句话感到
<荣幸有你这个朋友>

*好像夸张了点 xD

其实
不是你没有女生缘
是她们不懂得欣赏
你的内在
远远胜过了很多很不切实际的事情
你懂得善用
但也不滥用你的真诚和体贴
而不是那些所谓的假猩猩
和你相处的这段日子
从你身上学到不少的东西

*是性格上, 而不是"性"能上

我等着和你那顿结婚宴啦~ xD
*好像说得有点早 xD

*加油,蓝颜

i can do it !!

2010-12-09T22:07:00.000-08:00

*woots.! I'm so sleepy RIGHT NOW

i was only slept 2 more hours yesterday
slept at 11pm and awakened at 1am something.
and DON'T HAVE fall asleep till NOW *2pm something
what i did during this few hours??
*the first few hours, just have a called and chit-chatted with friend.
( i was played so many songs with piano to a fella)
(but the fella, DON'T KNOW what songs i was playing.)
(come one.! i search the song sheets by network, your ear something wrong then x)) )
(only a one song, he could awared. = =)
(we end up our called, at the early in the morning)
[ so, i couldn't sleep again ]
*after that, went to selayang pasar with mummy
(few hours in the pasar, = = because? my dad la wei...)
*reached home around 12 something
*online, and <<<<<PLAYING PIANO>>>>>

oh man~
the song which i going to learn is so HARD FOR ME.!
but, i will not simply give it up.
because? DON'T WANT LET SOME STUPID FELLA LOOK DOWN AT ME
and *hmm... (haha x)))) )
gah yao babe.!!

I CAN DO IT.!

even though that's merely chorus
but, that is really fucking hard for me =((

* i'm so sleepy right now
* but i also have a lot of energy to learn that song right now
* wow.! bye bye computer..........

❤special for Chia xin (Ms.caterpillar)

2010-12-06T21:42:00.000-08:00

*this post should be a longer and nagging post
*special for my heart, Jessie liew

we chum-up at 2007
the fate let us be classmate, 2 cheng.
your friendly and formed a small gang (teng, yiying, you and me)
*a little small gang
but, unfortunately
that's not longer
because argued always

*especially you and me

argued because of tiny things
teng and yiying also got no-eye-to-see...xDD
shortly,
we broke off our friendship
because of *MP3 WAR
that was caused a lot of fight in class.
you have your group be your backed-up
and me too.
the people who backed-up me is,
JIA YEE (our class "dai gar jie")
*what a childish memories
*haha
once, she is your best friend.
since she stood me there.
and you more than more dislike me.
because you said , i stole your friend.
*A misunderstanding
*bla bla bla
we reconciled our friendship after half year
i forgot to bring my book
and you borrow for me
after that,
we have no more "war"
*great*
unfortunately *again
our "little small group" was no one can upgrade with smooth.
but, Extra-exam permitted yun qian and teng went to form 3
you and me.?
just obediently be a form 2-repeat student.

the next year, 2008
different class.
you were 2 de
i was 2 min
but we never became more than more far because of this
i always went to your class
*and conveniently for me "gap zai"
*LOLS

we always chit-chatted during rest time.

shared our "love-story"

shared something keep in mind

gossip

*i remember your hug when i cried
*wow.! you are the first be my huggie while i cry

you are the girl who really freaking CRAZY

always scream

always beat people ass

always did some rude action xDD

always laugh out loud

sometimes, i wonder why i know you??
*haha
you are nice too.

i like your mature

i like your crazy with wisdom

i like your faithful enough

i like your active

i like your smilley

i like your bek-cek face xDD

......

i leave chong hwa at 09
and you started have your own best friends
we less chat, see, and talk.
but, our friendship will never ever change.
this show we use our truly heart to treat each other as soul mate.
i would shared something my secret to you,
of course, you too. =)

wondering why i will post this kind of post suddenly?
because,

our ms.caterpillar

officially leave Malaysia.

emigrate to New Zealand

at the last day of this month.

*sob

i'll bloody miss you

my crony-pie
*sob

*we never take picture together in this year
*so i just combined your picture and mine

*i love you, and i miss you

holiday

2010-11-24T22:22:00.000-08:00

*i miss my gang la wei~

opps
holiday
freaking boring at home
got nothing to do
*help

what i did during this few days??

last sunday

dated with marcus, esther and shi tu

location: tesco

the stupid esther
slept lated
date me at 10
but she were woke up at 10:10
= =
what we did at there?

yum cha @ foodcourt

Lunch @ A&W

played basketball @ game area

haha
boy lousy la~~ xDD
we girl kept won...
we girl merely lost few score at last
haha xP

wednesday

yum cha with marcus, cc, jason and christina

location : paparich

*suppose to ask even , but she got class
(miss simbee and her)
the rubbish jason so rude la wei
put his leg on the chair
*OMG
impolite at all
only we both talked
others??
already ate "silent" medicine
= =
after that
wen to find danny and my bro
*i forget the restaurant's name
*beside Arena
talked a lots of nonsenses...

Expecting for this sunday

dating with Even

for something (nyek nyek)

she's life awesome.!!

MMC, Teng, my black

I'm waiting you guys

ho ho ho~

Playing ROY TEE's laptop

2010-11-18T20:49:00.000-08:00

playing Roy tee's laptop with Angie, Christina and kelly~~
haha~~
quiet 38~~
xDDD

Angie tan~~~~
一路顺风
i'll miss you sooooooo MUCH.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muackssss~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

❤ treasure

2010-11-11T06:11:00.000-08:00

this year is the second years i study in homeschooling.
of course, i already known all my schoolmate, feeling good.
leave few days,
everything will be totally different...

friends,
gonna leave some comment to you guys.

Angie Tan,
happy that you treat me as different with other "dear".
you told me something in your mind.
you text me when you're leisure.
you buy things for me when you travel.
...
although you have some bad habits and make us dislike.
but,
we may not feel comfortable without your bad habits.
and our gang will lost a person to share our foods.

Kevin Chai,

do not forget i'm your first god-sis and you are my first god-bro.
you are the funniest in our gang.
we will lost a lot of laughter without you.
bro,
good luck.
you change school at next year for sure.
we will always miss you.
keep it touch ya.
i will not forget you always sing song to me. xDD

Aaron,
haha.
third time you sit beside me. (i'll not forget it)
hmm...
we less talk.
i think have some communicate problem too.
haha.
well,
you are the only one boy who always work work work.
you will have a good future. =)

Joseph,

my son...
remember i'm your mum,
and....
try you best to do that what you want to do. =))
support you.

*this four person are going to change school at next year for sure.
*keep it touch k.
*welcome to find me every moment if you want. =))

Esther Cho,

Steven Lim,

Jason Cho,

Jacob Yap ,

...

想对你们说的话尽在不言中,

由于我们这几个年级比较大的,

经历过很多事情.

当然,

有高潮,也有似跌入坑谷里的地潮.

我和你们这4个都吵过架.

都试过不爽彼此.

但是,

你们真的很有安全感.

有你们在的地方,

不用害怕,

不用惊慌,

不用吃不饱,

不用饿死~ xDD

想起那种画面,

嘴角会不知觉往上扬,

也许在家里是最大的关系吧...

会觉得你们的关心和照顾真的很感动.

也很幸福.

回想起这一年,

那些风风雨雨,

也想借此对某人说,

对不起,

虽然事情过了还蛮久,

可是,

那的确是我的错在先,

我不应该不理智地去不理睬你.

我更不应该向你发那种脾气,

因为根本没有关到我的事,

是你的自由.

sorry.

不会,不会,

有下一次.

忘记就对了.

也要和另一个某人说,

你的确很重要,

不要随便乱想有的没的,

气消了就对我笑一笑.

你还是我的XX

count down : 3 days

30/10/10

2010-10-30T18:28:00.000-07:00

所有问题在昨天一下子出现

时间不多

就只有赶赶赶~

虽然对我来说是的确很难

第一次...

不过,我坚持要试下~

也许不会很好

加油加油加油

昨天一个人在外面

闷的时候就去找了帮我解闷的人

他的一句带着害羞的"早点回家"

顿时

觉得面前的场景好像特别地色彩缤纷

哈哈

有一种很奇怪的感觉

如果不是非常时期找非常人物

拜托

我也不会找你

不要帮忙直接点说不或不懂

不用拐弯末角

下次

我死都不会要你帮忙就是了

昨天和婷和欣去打羽毛球

我竟然迟了大到

没办法

老天一直下雨

嘉欣,

我一定会找一天去你家过夜

before你移民

然后来个高谈阔论

~~oh~~~

~~他们竟然说他靓仔过我师弟~~

~~是照片的问题?~~

~~还是我眼光的问题?~~

不要执着

You.!!

2010-10-28T05:38:00.000-07:00

you.!!
i was bear you for whole day today~
do you know you are disturbing me??
do you know you are troublesome??
do you know i really sibeh beh song you today??!!

i have my way to solve it,
but you kept be noisy and busybody...
i need to do something by myself,
but you.!! disturb.!!
i need your cooperation,
but you.!! lazy.!! non-cooperation.!! ignored my management.!!
i'm seriously to ask you do what i want you do!!
but you was played with me.!!
the things which i never ask you do but you were be busybody.!!
the things which i really need your cooperation.!!
but you.!! bull many shit.!!

i'm not hate you actually.!!
i knew your problem earlier~
but you more than more over.!!
i keep on bearing you.!!
but you are spoil by me.!!
i didn't scolded you,
because i'm really treat you as my dear...

*arg.!! please, change away your lots bad habits.!!

Even,
sorry...
i'm really angry during lunch time...
so i only shown my not-so-happy face...
i wasn't purposely to show it~
you understand my mood right???

bee,
you are the only one who observed what the whole happen...
you MAD for me too~~
phew~~~

(when you only know what you did wrong??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

以身作则？

2010-10-23T03:20:00.000-07:00

学校那一党，
越变越不团结，
越变越疏散，
就是有他，就没有她，
有她，就没有他。
我知道我也是其中那一个，
之前讲了很重的话，
“全部人都可以，就是没有他。”
不过，
我想说，
我已经发了简讯邀请他。
我不希望看到我们这一党会要变成这样。
既然你认识到他，
那是一种缘分，
我想念以前的团结，
你们不是吗？
其实你们在我心目中真得很重要，
我希望在我最重要的那一天你们可以陪我，
昨天师弟打给我，
还真的很懊恼，
我听得出他好像不开心了。
也许，
他不会相信我了还是什么，
我只是答了一句：“我放下了”
也要谢谢婷啦~
是她给我勇气，
至少我不是坏人~=）

3天2夜没有白过，
婷婷和我讲了很多东西，
今天早上自己一个人在云顶走了几圈，
很爽，很舒服~
那个时候就想起了他，
不要误会哦~
是我的师弟。XDXD

婷，
至上深深地谢谢。。。

❤ Emmanuel ❤

2010-10-14T01:37:00.000-07:00

who is him??
he is my ex drum-teacher.
he also is Even ex guitar-teacher.
yo.!! =))
text-ing with him by facebook~
but he had to pick his wife up,
so asked me wait him in 30minutes~
haha~
miss him and drum~
miss the period went to music class with Even at every Wednesday~
I would to play drum while Even learning guitar~
miss drum so much!
once i have a dream to become a drummer~
but...
Imma have a lot of interesting about it~
even thought it's hard.
(piano more hard. ><)
drum set~!
you are making me freaking miss you...

this can make ding-ding sounds~xDxD

this drum set is special for child 1~ =))

❤ gotong-royong & school life❤

2010-10-13T06:16:00.000-07:00

clean up our school~
wow.!!
we all were exhausted.!!
The most laborious is wash the floor~
so many dust and rubbish~
we had to play water while cleaning the floor~
all get wet~
some more Roy slipped on the floor and fell~
haha~
got so many water we put on the floor~
result??
must mop the floor so many times~
OMG.!!
exhausted.!!
i was lie on scoring table~
haha~
Marcus said this action was ugly enough.!!
haha~
when i back, almost going to be faint~
have a nice memory with them~
although tired enough~
haha.......

my school life


i like this one~ xDxD

school life.

8:00am++ breakfast with them (anyone who come to school earlier~)

9:00am time's up.!! school start.

10:00am break time

is the time chit-chat with my gang.! xD

10:30am we hate this time, time's up.!

12:00pm lunch time

gossip time with my gang~

even's lunch will be share to we all girl.

sometimes, we will to order maggie / chicken rice from Michelle

kitchen.

our topic is always "the part of girl".

...

12:30pm again. Time's up.

spelling test. is the time for Lawrence, Aaron and Kevin.

(their three are always fighting about who got the spelling

word~xD noisy but funny)

2:30pm duty time.

I'm the leader who in-charge duty.

sorry for that I manage in strict. =P

3:00pm school over. xD

I must appreciate my school life with them.

I like my school because of my classmates.

Glad have you all~!

11-10-10

2010-10-11T04:40:00.000-07:00

my dearest crony,

Teng teng,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

*opps~so many people on my face~><

愿意留下来跟你争吵的人，才是真正爱你的人……^^

2010-10-05T07:18:00.000-07:00

愿意留下来跟你争吵的人，才是真正爱你的人……^^
by christina (facebook)

many people were scolded her stupid~
but, maybe i can get her meant~
he scolded you,
is because of care you~
he scolded you,
is because of teach you~
he willing kept on to scold you,
because he really care on you...
how said??
hmm~
i also don't know~
you must through it only can understand the meaning~

to: uncle and aunty (teacher)
we both are nothing~
just friend~
haix~
i knew you both sure simply think now~
k,
well~
everybody will prove it WE ARE NOTHING.!!

1/10 happy birthday to my dear xuey sin ♥

2010-10-01T21:29:00.000-07:00

1/10
met xuey sin at chong hwa, 3pm~
i had bought a pack of little donut for snack~
she was bought "xiu mai" xDxD
(she kept said tasty.! i must try next time ~ xDxD)
sat a while at play ground~
after that,
i saw someone~
(actually saw him once before met xuey sin~xD)
then,
i did childish action again~
recall those time when i'm a chong hwa student~
i said:" xuey sin, faster, follow him~"
xuey sin was acted in concern with me~
yo.!!
but, he was not walked the same way with us~
how stupid?
haha~

went to mutiara~
yo.!!
xuey sin was bought a bag~

afterward,
back to her house~
ah miang bought the sushi donut was so nice.!!
but,
i don't like the green tea favourite~
xuey sin ate it up~
haha~
bath,
and went out to fetch zheng mun~

alright,
reached to the restaurant~
haha~
i shown my IQ question...
their ain't stupid k~
could answered almost~
haha~
xuey sin is the first get my mean yo.!!
xDxD

went to desa park walked around for digest~
yo.!!
hmm~~
they all were crazy~
xDxD
i like it so much.!! ^^

shi liang send us to jusco...
i saw joshua and yee en~
i tot they not recognize me~
happy to see them yo~
=)
joshua's hair is so short~
by the way, nice~^^

thanks xuey sin's mum send me back yo~
if not,
i should back by taxi at the night~
sorry didn't accompany xuey sin during the waiting time~
><
wow.!!
is a nice day with them~

Xuey sin, ah miang, swee qing, shi liang, zheng mun and jia jun

miss you guys~
^^

xuey sin,
glad that you treat me as your fucking good friend yo~
^^
i miss the period we msg always~
nowadays,
saw you so happiness with ah miang~
really that happy through my heart~
wish you both can together forever~
and next year born a baby as my "kai zai/lui"~
xDDDD
maybe yesterday i had to say something wrong~
but, you are my BFFFFFF....
i will remember you always~
and the feel together with yours will never gone~
i miss you~

once again~
xuey sin,
happy birthday...

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

2/10
happy birthday to my babe angie yo.!!!
she is sick~
wish she can recover quickly~
and back to school on monday~
miss her yo~
wish all your wishes come true for you ya~
muacksss.!!!♥

脱胎换骨

2010-09-23T03:19:00.000-07:00

我不知道该用什么词语来形容我现在的心情
我也不知道,我该能怎样了~

的确,
我的笑声和38是很疯狂.
不是每个人都接受得到~
那个也就是我"令人讨厌"的态度.
之前, 我每天emo,
很多人就希望我可以活的快乐些~
现在? 我开朗.
也会有反效果的那一面...
我控制不到我几时该笑或不该笑~
也许是我的笑声"样衰".
可是,那就是专属我的笑声啊.
我变不到.
你要我改,
也要给我时间.
不知道是你成熟了还是我依然那么幼稚.

自从他回来以后,
所有的东西也跟着变了..
今天,lunch time...

(自己的gang分成了2 gang)

也许,
我真的应该反省...
(如果, 在他那边是快乐些的...就陪陪他吧...)
我也应该预料到,
我和他/她
会越变越疏远~

如果,
真的那么不喜欢我的话,
那,
我们就保持一段距离吧~
我不希望每天和你维持着一段这样的相处方式.
刚刚听你说了某些东西,
是真的, 有点接受不到...
不过, 也恭喜你.
你成熟了.
我们,
渐渐地没有办法相处在同样的世界里.
我和你说过

如果你丢下了我,

我会哭得半死.

现在,
也不是谁丢下谁了...
是理智,
让我们慢慢走向我们各自的世界.

~~(没有人能够知道, 他到底给了我什么感觉,眼泪也已经尽诉那种不开心.)~~

我只能抱歉地对你说,
对不起, 这个就是我~
这也是改变不了的事实.

刚刚看到嘉欣,
我真的很想在她面前,抱着她...
我想, 你也应该看得出我是怎样的一个心情...
我真的很想念,
那一年我们一起度过的学校生涯...
在那几党,
我是最不38的那位...
因为还有比我38多倍的死党~
我可以在任何时候倾诉我的不开心...
因为有耳朵愿意听, 有拥抱可以安慰, 有人关心, 他们也很愿意保密...
beiyu, 我想你了~
我们两个总是在上课时间,
聊聊心,诉诉苦...

我真的很想念很想念你们...

(不言中~)

开始不相信任何人的感觉,

真的, 很难过

OH MY GOD.!!! wahahahahaha~~

2010-09-22T05:13:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD.!!! (crazier laughts.!!)
haha~
my dearest brother kar lok was gave me a ♥DORAEMON lantern and send me to buy a ♥DORAEMON mooncake by bicycle.!!! XD XD
some more my lovely mummy sponsored me a ♥DORAEMON mooncake.!!!
i kept shouted "OH-MY-GOD.!!!"
wahahahahaa~~~~~
(i will bring it to school tomorrow and share with my dearest friends ..xDxD)

♥ happy mid-autumn festival ♥

18-9-10

2010-09-18T19:13:00.000-07:00

dated with Pyiz and hui ping~

some more i have to bring Marcus~

haha~

because,

at least don need be alone to go there~

(Deborah, hope you don mind it ya~^^)

at first,

they both went to buy ticket for watched movie~

after that,

Pyiz :"where you want to go?"

me (asked Marcus) :"where you want to go?"

Marcus :"anything"

me (to Pyiz) :"anything"

me (to Marcus) :"are you sure?"

Marcus :"yes"

me :"ok, then you go to toilet and eat shit....xDxD"

Huiping :"yes.! that's exactly what i want to say"

xDxDxD

at last, Pyiz made a decision...

"oldtown"

Marcus and me, saw each other...

started murmur...

me :"huh? really? so boring...you stop him"

marcus :"yala...eh, your friend wor"

me :"but i don want talked with him...haha"

finally,

where we go?

=OLDTOWN=

no choice...

haha~

sat down, Marcus said hungry..

but, he saw i only order drank...

he, too.

zzz~

ok..

began to talk..

Huiping :"do you know what Pyiz said just now? he said where my darling (me) to me oh..."

me :"huh?" (looked at Pyiz)

Pyiz smiled~

Huiping :"then i looked at him, and he answered she are my darling and you are my laopo~"

...

Huiping :"have any different between darling and laopo?"

Pyiz :"sure...do you know the english wife is?"

Huiping :"is same la...zzz"

Mr.Lai, i was told you before do not play such things to me again...

---skip---

Pyiz :" when you birthday huh?"

me :"hmm...next month..."

Pyiz :" i knew la...date?"

me :" 25"

Pyiz (to huiping) :"oh...call jie jie~"

Huiping was bow down her head with smile and said :" jie jie"

me :"huh? when your birthday?"

Huiping :" smaller than you 3 days~"

get boom~^^

---skip---

Pyiz was gave me chocolate and necklace...

when i get the chocolate,

what i respond?

looked at Marcus...

murmur again~

me :" Marcus, your favorite, but, i don like~!"

Marcus :" MY FAVORITE.!!"

by the way, thanks~

(the chocolate not cheap wat~)

after oldtown,

we girls, shopping.

their guys, "ding ding chiong"

yoyo.!

we girls have to talk a lot of things~

haha~

nice to meet you~

what movie we watched?

Revenge Of King Cobra (Thai)

what a scary movie?!!!

oh my god.!!

stupid fella watched stupid movie~

after movie,

walked around~

and go back~

think went to Desa park actually~

but, transport problem~

so,

ate Bak guh teh with Marcus as our dinner~

nice.!!

but, i was kept sweating~

i hate it la.!!

hor hor~

nice show was coming.!!

someone was cried infront of me~

haha~

because of double spicy sausage~

stupid la~

i had to tell you that's really spicy and will made you cried~

still want battled with me~

finale,

you must do what i want you do~

haha~

=end=

---------------------------------------

女人是口是心非的动物

我, 就是当中的那一个~

~~(其实,我真的很介意!)~~

my life~

2010-09-15T04:32:00.000-07:00

wow.!

so tired this few days~

kept on busy~

haha~

don't know whether will you see this post or not...

Jason Cho,

what's wrong with you after came back from NS?

did you already changed?

*sigh

i purposely reserved a candy for you~

but, what's you answered?

shown me cool face~

is it i done something wrong to you??

come on.!

we all not bear to see you keep on be alone at school...

thus, i talked with you automatically....

but, you totally not accepted my intention.!

well,

as what your sister said,

just give you some time.

ha.!! ^^

ate breakfast with shi di in the morning...

he was waited me so long~

because i came from subang~

haha~

he fetched me went to Manjalara and ate our breakfast~

he kept talked some obscene topic with me.!!

what a bad guy.!! xD

"immoral"~~~

ate pizza as lunch with Even.

Nice.!!

the spaghetti so "many"...

both of us "fatty" was so "full"~

haha xDxD

the pizza was so nice.!!

so many cheese inside.!!

haha~

becoming Fatty-boom-boom..

piano piano.!!

why you so hard?

haha~

anyway, i shall be keep going to learn it.!!

heehee =)

wow.! hard.!!

2010-09-09T17:04:00.000-07:00

this 1 was so hard.!!!!

this 1 easy~ haha xDxD (i'm learning~)

❤ haha ❤

2010-09-09T02:55:00.000-07:00

download a form just now~

i'm considering...

should i fill it and send??

wahahaha~

------------------------------------------

* i want to go not because of HIM.!!

School camp

2010-09-08T19:12:00.000-07:00

school camp~

finally end it.!!

wow.!

3 days 2 night~

flies so fast.!!

first day,

nothing special~

Steven group - Monarch

Marcus group - Morpho

Eli group - Harvester

my group - Holy blue

second day,

leaders must woke up earlier to bring exercise.!

i was random to bring it.!

because never practice before~

dissatisfied.!!

haix~

flying fox before ate lunch~

wow.!!

flying fox awesome.!!

i keep jumped after i played it.!!

it's really stimulate.!

i had to play twice...

another time i played double person with Even!

heehee~

it more stimulate than personal~

and i was do something silly to My shi di~

huh huh.!!

xDxD

after lunch,

treasure hunts.!!

4 station.

Steven - Chair cross "river"

Marcus - Find "treasure"

Eli - tied hair

Eleen - connect action

Me - GHOST

haha~

they all were hate me when get my made difficult.!!

haha~

i did not let passed even a wee mistaken~

but monarch group was passed so fast in a time~

what punishment they selected?

tell a joke and made me laughs.!

When Even started to tell joke~

i laughed immediately.!

she use Steven and me as the joke's protagonist...

haha xDxDxD
when i finished my Job~
i went to Steven station immediately~
fortunately i have to go there~
something mistaken at his group~
and i was ran to all station in few minutes.!!
i was exhaustion on the way~
can't walk totally~
but the time so rushed.!
no choice.!
after that,
my leg was painful~

after treasure hunts,
is game and activity~
our leaders have to join it.!!
haha~

after game,
we all backed to hostel...
38 esther was lie on me~
><
but i was revenged at the others day~
wahaha~ xDxD

talent show at the night,
excellent.!
first time i danced infront them~
haha!~

third day,
forum (debate)
our topic is hard la wei~
haha~

----------------------------

Holy blue :
what happen between yours?
keep inner quarrel~
i already told you all at the first day,
we are a group~
please understood that why i would to scold you all~
*sigh
*sadness

--------------------------

wow.!!
miss them a lots.!!
i think without a people would be more good~

--------------------------

i hate you.!!
but i think you hate me too.!!
=)

another him~
i dislike you~
don't looked like so friend with me~

SKY.!!

2010-08-30T06:29:00.000-07:00

originally the sky is so BEAUTIFUL.!!!

could wrote out something in my mind on the sky~~

wow.!!!!

happy.!!

HAHA~

i think Teng will like it if she knew it.!

xDxD

( i cant said out what was it...because did not want to let somebody cranky~xDxD)

happy mood.!! xD

华文

2010-08-29T21:04:00.000-07:00

很久没打和写华文了~

其实,为什么逼自己不去接触华文...?

有原因的啦~

(*不能说的秘密~xD)

曾经,

华文是我最引以为荣的科目...

因为在中华的3年~

我的华文不曾不及格~

虽然称不上好~

可是,和其他科目比起来.........

小学的时候,

华语作文还得过全班最高分!

(*不是吹水也不是炫耀哦~)

不过,

自从转校,

至今已经两年了~

在课业上,

从来没有华文这一科~

曾经背得死去活来的历史,名句精华,成语,文言文,铺助,诗篇...

几乎抛之脑后~

其实,

很多华人都轻视华文的重要~

华文代表了中华文化,

(我指的是标准华文)

是华人的"传宗"

可是,

除了中国以外,

华文几乎在走向濒临绝种~

很多人都忽略了华文的优美,

它的历史背景,是值得赞扬的~

曾经很喜欢历史,也很讨厌历史~

喜欢历史:是因为他的故事.

讨厌历史:是因为很复杂.

之前在中华,

历史是最伤脑力,

因为只有死背死背,

光是问答题的提示,

就有15++题的短文必须要背.

一题要一字不漏才能得到满满的5分..

现在想起,

还满佩服,

为什么现在在homeschool的vocab, self test & big test我都不能好好的背起来?

最长的还只不过是那1/3...

因为只有一个"懒"字.

(不然,我都不会...)

姿均,

不懂你会不会看到这篇.

很早就想和你说,

你在你部落格写的东西...

我不明白.!

用词很深...

那是你作的诗? 歌词? 还是文章?

这篇文章,

我几乎用了整个小时才打好,

惭愧........

but i still keep going to learn English,
because I'm study in an English school.

Deactive my facebook account.!

2010-08-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

just very impulsive to close my facebook account ...

reason?

don suppose to see something that made me feel unwell, dislike...~

and so bored~

i want.!!

2010-08-22T03:20:00.000-07:00

i want go to NATIONAL SERVICE.!

it's awesome.!!

but.~

why I'm so unlucky huh?

( no any offend~)